What Did You Think An Obama Presidency Would Be Like?

Here is an old entry from 2009 that I posted on blogspot:
Barack Obama & the New World Order

The movement towards a one world government is escalating. I do not understand why so many say they do not see America in end times prophecy. America is there. It is has been the last strong hold of resistance against a one world government being the only clear democracy & fiercely independent. It is such an influential nation among other lesser powers that it would have been impossible to even begin to see a new world order without its cooperation.
With the rise of Barack H. Obama the stage is being set. The powers of the security forces are being neutralized. Congress is being given more oversight & there is a war not on outside threats but organizations within America that protect its independence & freedom. The change that Obama envisioned is one that I grew up hearing about in US schools. He has not surprised me in the least.
He is amoral, he will & has lied about his intentions. He does not believe in the greatness of America. He believes in a twisted philosophy that was spawned with the drug years in the sixties. A parallel universe that existed in the depraved minds of those abusing foreign substances. The first thing that went through my mind watching him was that he uses marijuana.
These anti God, ,anti authority anarchist wanted to legitimize themselves by coming up with their own morality. One in which they can do what they wanted but still claim they were the good people. They questioned & spoke against the origin & hence , the legitimacy of the traditional moral standards. They cling to Atheism & Evolution. They extol the rights of others to have a government that is different than the democracy of the US & should not be interfered with. They love to talk of the faiths outside of Christianity that are just as or even more virtuous.
The life of the planet has taken greater precedence over the life of the unborn. In order to save the planet & its resources we need to slow the population growth. The earth can not produce enough for all. We are polluters. So this false notion that sex should be between a man & a woman who are married is not discussed seriously. There is no God , there is no right to our life - the planet was here before us. Who made us so much more important than all other living things.
Human rights are a joke now. They do not include women who are being stoned to death for wearing the wrong clothes or the victims of honor killings. They do not include the victims of these oppressive regimes around the world. These people are merely suffering from a world that has taken advantage of them & not given them the same opportunities as those in the west ,who have an unfair share. You would have to argue the sanctity of life in agreement with the christian faith if you were against abortion or for the death penalty for those who took another s' life. Sanctity of life does not come from evolution, it comes from God.
So now - it is time for a change! US tax dollars being given to poorer countries. Redistribution of wealth crossing national boundaries. Gitmo closing & terrorist being tried in the civil court system - the first step to being tried in a world court, after removing the barriers of confidential practices. You can not talk about these issues on a world stage if you can not blab about them in the liberal press. This is a new justice that is no justice at all. It tells the wicked they are innocent & makes the moral, upstanding citizen guilty. True justice comes from the conviction in a Supreme Being Who is also the Judge of all men because He is the Creator of all men.
It would be absolutely unconscionable to leave out the one glaring evidence of the truth of scripture, Israel. The bible predicts the whole world will be anti Jesus & anti Israel. When God said I will scatter Israel
& evict them off my land, He mentioned He would use other nations. When He said He would bring them back & protect them for a time & season ,it was by the eagles wings that He lifted them up & covered them. Now Barack is bringing about another phase of the prophecy. The end of that time of protection. The bible predicts they will have no wall to protect themselves. It is Obama & his party that is very aggressive in demanding that the wall comes down.
God said He will destroy the wicked economic system of the world - gold will be useless. This new & might I say very wicked economic philosophy that Obama is pushing will bring the world economy to a crashing halt. Maybe this is why the bible talks about war with horses in the last world war. A global agreement that pays for & runs the world health system , guaranteeing abortion on demand & the right to end the life of your grandmother. When health care is passed in the US it will bring the nation in harmony with the godless practices of China, Japan, Canada etc.. Another piece coming together in the new world, which God guarantees He will destroy.

So, since writing this would you argue the fact that America has been weakened? My point was that would have to be the case in order for nations like Russia, Iran, & North Korea and China to have much more influence. The world is changing. Bible prophecy is being fulfilled right before our eyes. Under this administration we had wikileaks, Snowden, the unexplained drone that fell into the hands of Iran - none of which was truly dealt with as a threats to America & it's allies. The Middle East went into turmoil when they found out that their leaders were asking America, privately, to squash Irans' attempts to become nuclear.

Climate change is being argued as a fact instead of a theory in order to attack old industries (like coal) & large businesses that strengthen this economy. Is it not funny that on the one hand Obama & others deride the rich as if they are responsible for the weakened economy & to help strengthen them would mean hurting the 'real people' - now, he is freezing the accounts of the oligarchs in order to 'hurt' the economy of Russia!! So, is having billionaires and millionaires a source of job creators to propel others upward or a negative that keeps others down?

The military is now seen as poor souls to feel sorry for instead of the might of a world power. America is in decline, spiritually, financially and militarily. I'm black, but I see myself as a Child of God not a color. I place the blame for wikileaks, Snowden, & this continuing downward spiral as the intentional advancement of Obamas' philosophy by himself & those around him. I don't think wikileaks and Snowden caught Obama by surprise or that he is innocent.

What do you think?

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leona

Humble Servant of All

â€œIn answer to your inquiry, I consider that the chief dangers which confront the coming century will be religion without the Holy Ghost, Christianity without Christ, forgiveness without repentance, salvation without regeneration, politics without God, and heaven without hell.â€ William Booth quote

I used to be tormented with anxiety, panic attacks, depression etc, & I really longed to feel the love of God. I felt as a child He was far away in the heavens, I always wondered how I was to love a God I could not see, hear or feel.

I found you have to press into that encounter with Him yourself. It takes time & determination not to give up until you get your desire. It takes consistency in going after Him everyday for a while without giving in to the moments when you want to give up or have great doubts. It takes faith - this is where name it & claim it is appropriate.

Now, there are always the few who experience things instantly but that is not the norm. That usually happens to those who have the feeling that they are so far from the grace of God it would be impossible for them to be reached without signs & wonders. Saul, also called Paul, is a very good example. He said he was the worse of sinners because he persecuted the church so much that the scriptures said the whole church had rest in the empire after his conversion! The Muslims in the middle east who consent to the killing of Jews & aide those who commit terrorist acts are usually saved with great visions & manifestations from God.

I knew a lady who used to do things like jump down three stories from the top of stairs over & over to force herself to have miscarriages when she got pregnant. She used to have affairs with married men & slept with women, she stole money from people but her real talent (as is true for many in the Caribbean) was the art of manipulation. She lived for herself & thought she could not change. Every time she prayed for money instead of reverting to her old habits to get it, by the time she said ,amen, someone was walking in her door with money in there hand.

I felt I was really the most sinful person in the world as a child. I thought something must be wrong with me. I was molested here in the Bahamas before I was in the first grade. Looking back I know I had the symptoms of depression at that time as a toddler. I used to leave school after feeling like I was invisible to everyone & walk down the street back to our tiny room & lay down in the dark. I used to fantasize to escape reality. This was an opportunity for my uncle to molest me. I started having sexual fantasies after this. Kids who are molested act out sexually. I thought I was a dirty girl by the time I was 6 years old. I was told I was by a 12 year old boy after I did what he asked. He told me I would never be married. A man told me the same thing when I was 6. These incidents happened in the states. There were other men ,one after the other, you could not tell me there was nothing wrong with me. They often showed me pornographic magazines & I had a teacher in Catholic school who passed a dirty joke book around in school. I was always in church & felt strongly that I was supposed to win souls to the Lord. This was the first grade. I knew I was wrong when I read the dirty book like everyone else (who could read anyway).

I prayed all the time for God to forgive me & went up at every altar call. People often came up to tell me they could see God had His hand on me & the devil wanted to kill me every time we visited a new church, which was often. God was drawing me but I could not see that. My mother met a man in a Baptist church in Miami who operated in the gifts of the Spirit. He used to tell people things that happened in their past & would talk about what God said to him. I longed for that. After she divorced my father who used to beat her black & blue & bring his dates to the room for her to say hello to them, she married this man. Richard was very charismatic but carnal, like the church in Corinth that had all the gifts in operation but were very carnal. They were proud of this & Paul commended them for 'coming behind in no gift' before giving them a good thrashing. Everything Richard wanted, it was because God was directing him. Whenever someone did not want the same thing, God was angry. God wanted them to be alone together & for me to be sent back to the Bahamas to my grandmother. She wanted me to 'help' around the house.

You just can not get more rejection. I was very suicidal after going through so much abuse & neglect here. I was in a deep hole that I felt I could not possibly get out of. I really felt tormented all the time. I cried because of depression, sometimes I did not know why I was crying but the tears were pouring & I felt so sad. No one had anything good to say to me. My dad is from Haiti not the Bahamas & Haitians are very low on the totem pole here. I have an uncle who I never heard call my name. It was always that little Haitian or stinkin' Haitian. That uncle put a knife to my throat one night & told me that my mother did not call to talk to me, no one called to talk to me or came to see me. No one cared for me. He said he could cut my throat with that knife & no one would care. This after spitting on me & pushing me. Abuse always gets worse as time goes on.

How could you feel loved in these conditions?! I could not sleep because of my depression, no matter what pills I was taking, they only made me drowsy. I was in high school. Honestly, things have gotten worse for me here. My family have completely disconnected from me. My pastor for over 15 years let me know that he did not want me in the church. The pastors & other members harassed me with very cruel treatment until I left. I was slapped in the face when I went up for prayers & had my eyes closed & my hands raised praying & waiting for her to pray for me. Many in the service were laughing as I walked out & tried to commit suicide.

Now that pastor is on the hospital authority board & the doctors are under his management. That includes those who would be responsible for listening to my story about what happened to me whiles I was working at Bahamas Faith Ministries. This place is so small that even if he was not on the board he would have a lot of influence through members of his & other churches that are involved in the medical profession. This is also a place where if you know someone you could call them at them & find out anything you want about any individual, nothing is sacred. These 'professionals' have gone out on the street & told people I am a mental patient. So men try to take advantage of me. We have the highest rate of rape per capita in the world.

He also has many who are either retired officials from the police force & those who still work there. There are many who are with social services & people of influence from every sector of society. I have not worked for 3 years. I am harassed by the police. Every time I go to the police I am threatened. When a man assaulted me they accused me of being a prostitute. Three days later one female yelled as I walked downtown that Sunday that I was a professional prostitute. I was homeless at them time because of the harassment I am going through & my family refused to allow me in their home.

So what is the good news? I'm sorry, I am very long winded. I know God loves me. I sense His Presence with me. He talks to me. When I sit & wait on Him to feel Him near me & in me, to rest in Him, He always does. I am no longer depressed, I have no panic attacks. I no longer hate myself. I am not lonely. I desire companionship & want fellowship but I am not tormented with loneliness.

There were many lessons along the way. I had to go through many practical situations to realize Gods' grace & grow in experience. I had to listen & obey when I felt foolish or afraid. I had to learn to put to death thoughts that contradicted what I know to be true according to the Word. I had to speak what the Word said for months every night & read the bible every time I had the opportunity & thank God for the understanding every time I put it back down & went to bed with no more understanding than I had before I picked it up. For months, I got up & walked the room reading & holding up the bible & praising God for giving me understanding every night.

For months, I told God how much I loved Him & desired Him more than anything else in life when I felt I was talking to the walls in the room. I had no feelings to back me , I only was plagued with the thought that I was going crazy. I did have that one night when I read Jesus words that seemed to speak to me, 'it is given unto you to know the mysteries of the Kingdom'. I did have the time when I was given a book by my aunts' husband about Aurthur Blessitt going through the Central American jungle. He was talking about experiencing God & having the fellowship of the Holy Spirit even though all who went with him left him alone very quickly. People do not make it walking through that jungle alone. He was not alone. He had what I was praying for. I did have that eureka moment months before where I was reading the psalms & saw that David prayed almost word for word what I was praying. It hit me that God was pulling him & drawing me by His Spirit. It occurred to me that He must then want this more than I did.

I read that verse that confirmed this which says, You said seek ye my face & my heart said, Oh, Lord, Your face will I seek. Your prayer was a response, like the widow who fed Elijah. God said He instructed her to feed him. He already spoke to her heart before Elijah asked. In James he writes, do you think that the scripture says in vain, that the Holy Spirit longs over us with jealousy. He longs for you to show a real passion for him through your determination to press towards the mark of the high calling & keep praying for a real encounter with God. Jesus came & died then was raised to bring 'sons' to glory. God is your Father.

I asked God to change me when I began to hear His voice. I asked Him why I was the way I was. I did not understand myself. His answer broke my heart.

He told me that He would not just change me & take away all the pain I felt inside & make me feel better about myself. He would not make all my dysfunction go away. I broke down in tears as He told me that I would have to go through a fight to be free.

He showed me a tree with rotten roots & rotten fruit as a symbol of how things buried deep inside me from my past experiences were the root cause of my behavioral problems that everyone could see. I reacted to things that touched on those open wounds. I responded out of fear of being hurt when something reminded me of a painful event without being conscious of it. I just knew it triggered something buried inside.

He showed me a battlefield that was vast & dark. Actually, I had the impression I was standing on this field in Roman armor & a sword in my hand & a shield in the other, looking through a visor at a light at the very far end of this sea of humanity in a terrible war. I had to fight my way to the other side.

He showed me door ways that went on infinitely. He called them doorways of pain. He said that every time I internalized a negative event I made up my own truths that controlled how I thought about certain things. It determined how I felt about myself. I was programmed by unhealthy experiences & not the truth that is only found in Jesus.

Later, I was listening to WLVJ from Florida & a lady named Joyce Meyers was speaking about Beauty for Ashes. She talked about how she acted & how she could not understand herself. She asked God why she was the way she was. He showed her a tree with rotten roots & rotten fruit! He showed her doorways of pain! She wrote a book called 'Battlefield of the Mind'!

I pray you will experience Jesus in a great way today,

Your sis