What A Journey It’S Been

[Visionary1]

Yet through it all God has been faithful.  God has been good.  He has watched over me an provided a way out in every situation.

I spent the better part of my time as a 6-7 year old trying to hide, in my own home, from my oldest brother (deceased) who repeatedly raped, beat and terrorized me, now, sadly, my other brother labels me a narcissist for answering God’s call to share the story of my journey through abandonment, sexual and physical abuse, and my road to forgiveness.

I pray that God saves, sanctify and fill my brother with the Holy Spirit so that, for the sake of those whom he counsels as a law enforcement agent, he can come the knowledge that all things work together for the good of those who love God; to the those CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE.

In an effort to try and be strong I often proclaimed: “I am nobody’s victim, I’M A SURVIVOR!  The unfortunate truth is that, at 6 years old, I was a victim but I was also a survivor just trying to find my way through all the stuff.  My journey has not been easy, neither has the call to share that part of myself.  It would have been nice to have had some support.  Thanks big bro.

Narcissist = while giving the appearance of humility they are in reality arrogant, lack empathy, grandiose,

have a need for admiration and often choose careers where they can be perceived as a hero.

 

[Praise the LORD]

God Bless you!!!

 

[connor1227]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

Isaiah 54:17 (NKJV): No weapon formed against you shall prosper…  Says the LORD

God I ask in Jesus’ name today and for always place a hedge of protection and a wall of fire all around me. Give your angels charge over me to guard, protect, and rescue me from the terror that stalks by night, the weapons that fly by day, and the destruction that devastates at noon. Let no evil nor any afflictions come near me nor my dwelling place. Be my refuge, fortress, my ever present help in the time of trouble. Cover me under Your wings. Cause me to lie down in peace and sleep. O Lord You make me to dwell in safety. Lord You be the watchman over my life, family, and home.

God You arise in my life and cause my enemies to be scattered. Fight against all those who fight against me. Take hold of Your weapons Lord Jesus. Draw out Your sword and wound the head of my enemies. Say to my soul, I am your salvation. I will protect you.

Vindicate me O Lord my God, according to Your righteousness. Do not let my enemies rejoice over me. Let no weapon form against me prosper. Utterly destroy all the evil plans of my enemies. Disappoint, humiliate, and cause my enemies to be greatly ashamed. Distract, frustrate, and confuse their minds. Cause them to turn on themselves. Into the very destruction that they planned for me, let them fall. Trouble my enemies in their sleep and during the day. Let them say, “I will have nothing to do with this just person: for I have suffered many things in dreams because of them.â€

Cause me to be victorious, honor me with excellent health, and a long healthy prosperous, productive life in Christ Jesus. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me with wisdom, knowledge, and understanding. Teach me how to war in the Holy Spirit through faith, trust in You, Your Word, obedience, prayer, fasting, praise, and worship unto You. Let me adopt the “God Only†strategy of warfare.

God save, deliver, and cause my enemies to come to know You, love You, and walk in obedience to Your Word and Will for their lives. Cause them to change their way of living. Let their lifestyle be shaped by the Word of God. Cause them to walk in the love and integrity of Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those I love, and care about. Thank You Lord Jesus for answering this prayer with a yes, so be it, and it is so. Amen.

https://www.prayerrequest.com/blog/183/entry-17535-prayer-of-protection/

 

[dcrandjr]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[AngelCali]

Father, I thank You for being the God of every blessing, the fount of every joy, and the source of everything good. I know it is in Your heart to bless the lives of Your children, and as Your child, I desire Your blessing upon my life. Thank You that Your blessings enrich my life, leave me without sorrow, bring me the treasures of Your grace, and express all the kindness of Your favor. In Jesus name, Amen.

 

[Saraha]

God bless you as I will pray for you in Jesus name and loving heart. May He watch over you and help you with the prayers you are asking for. Praise God. Jesus love all of us. Amen

 

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