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Well where do I begin, this is more of my story then one specific prayer as I need many prayers ...I have so many problems that I'm dealing with from my past and my present; I tend to put my past behind me but there's a lot of healing that needs to be put to rest I've learned to forgive people for even the worst things; As I don't like to be angry and always thought what would God do, I didn't read the bible much growing up or go to church much either, but I did pray from time to time I wasn't taught a lot of things to do with religion or how to be a Christian; I felt the need to receive prayer very quickly as I didn't know the process and that it can take some time to be received by God like I do know. I put my life in the hands of false prophets that's where things fell short. I didn't want to put my Faith out there and get tricked again ...One main priory prayer was for me and my ex boyfriend getting us healed from herpes we just contracted with it about two months and a half ago. I was on a mission to find a cure that got exhausting so I decided to leave it in the hands of God ...I'm just praying to God that he hears all my prayers and answers them soon ...I lost a good relationship of 4 years we both had our issues that needed work to make the relationship stronger, I was naïve, foolish lonely and selfish; I've made some bad mistakes and regret a lot of things but learned to put it behind me, it's cost me to make bad judgement with men that mostly all of them just used me and took advantage of me. I was unfortunately molested by my older sister when I was younger that has caused me to sin as a child and probably to this day messed me up and to have bad relationships; I don't even talk to my sister as she doesn't talk to me or my siblings ...I don't know why that had to happen to me but it did, my parents don't even know I was promised not to tell I didn't want neither I or my sister to be in trouble, my younger sister only knows what happened; I finally told the minister recently at the church but he didn't see anything wrong with it because we were young but I feel like there was a lot of wrong and bad about that. I was even molested once by my cousin too ...I finally learned maybe I have a sexual problem witch probably stemmed from being molested; even though I lost my virginity at age 27 I tried to be good most of my life I stayed away from drinking, smoking, and doing drugs pretty much up until I moved out of my parents house at 26 My childhood wasn't great my parents weren't very good parents ...My dad had a problem with being angered a lot, drinking, and smoking weed a lot too he also abused my mom and sometimes us kids ...I've suffered with depression off and on till this day I take anxiety pills I tried to commit suicide; I took a lot of pills and drank some alcohol I pucked all I could puck when I pucked out black that's when I was scared; I couldn't hold down food I just lay on the bathroom floor waiting to die I had to take myself to the hospital where I lied that I tried to commit suicide. I was told I was going to be sent away to an institution so I had a breakdown at the hospital but luckily for me my parents came and I didn't have to be sent away; but still had to see a counselor but told her nothing because I didn't trust anyone ...Not even as a kid or a teenager not when the children's aid came multiple times to take us kids away to split me and my brothers and sisters up so we chose to lie to stick together. I was hit by a car when I was 6 yrs old the lady that hit me went to church and she kneeled over me and said an Angels prayer; Ever since then my parents believed I was saved by a Angel ,so they bought me Angel things and religious stuff a lot. I suffered a head injury and broken arm because of how severe the accident was I was lucky to be alive I was in a comma for 1 week; My dad won a settlement so I was his favorite because of that my dad pretty well controlled my life and my money he was strict growing up I was sometimes scared of my dad; But I was weak, meek and mild I didn't know how to speak up much for myself I developed a lot of hate and anger growing up I dealt with suicide thoughts I cut myself sometimes and I had a lot of self hate ...When my parents lost the house we were renting we spent along portion most of my teenage years and some time after that living at my nannies house that's pretty well where things went downhill, the house needed work we didn't all have rooms as kids and slept where ever; We were living there until my parents got back on their feet ...In that time we lived off a generator because my nanny had her hydro line cut off and it was a big bill to pay to get it re-hooked back up so there was no hydro at the house for along time ...I believed the house was haunted or had a presence I noticed the type writer typing by its self and it wasn't plugged in; Another incident was when I was downstairs filling up water jugs from the water tank the generator went out I was in the dark and felt a strong grip of a hand being placed on my shoulder I got scared and huddled against the wall till the lights came on; There was also the time I came back from work to go to my room in the basement I heard something growl next to me I didn't immediately get scared but later did and questioned if I was going crazy or what that was I heard so I immediately thought of placing salt along my doorway and put up a cross above my door witch seemed to help or at least make me feel safe ...I even got scared to go to sleep because I felt like I was being watched I had to keep a light on till this day keep a night light on I felt even a presence sometimes over top of me when I slept I hid under my blankets sometimes I would get bad dreams and I think I'd even wake up around close to 3:00 sometimes I'd make sure I kept the bible close by and read it from time to time ...When I moved I felt like whatever it was might of came with me one night I felt a heavy presence over top of me while laying in my bed and I kind of had a weary feeling about the board that covered the unfinished attic in the hallway just outside my room ...a few of the places I've lived in people died there was one house that a little girl was seen in and one house had an old lady that I heard at night waking around the house and once heard her whistling late at night ...my nannies house that's now my parents house either Indians witch supposedly lived in that area as we live just down from a big bush area that had caves from supposedly the Indians ...Or whatever presence could be my uncle too that might have died here one night while we were kids or died in the ambulance on the way to the hospital ...But now I'm getting the feeling there's a presence or its just something else as of recently I've been feeling my bed is making tiny vibrations and sometimes it would feel like it was coming from me but only when I'm laying or resting in bed do I feel it I looked online and I discovered other people too were having similar things happening that they tried to tell their doctor and they just looked at them crazy. May I remind you that my parents don't believe in ghosts and whatnot so a lot of what I feel or know it's me dealing with it because I'd literally sound crazy to most people ...So I decided recently to have a minister come to my house pray over every room in the house, and my cross necklace was placed on the bible and blessed and I wear it everyday now and I even got a oil blessing over me at the church, I also intend on getting baptised soon as well ...I've said many prayers to do with healing, bad spirts, you name it I go to church every Sunday now I've been getting back into reading the bible and thinking positive but it's hard sometimes with my situation I had to move back to my parents where my dad still has a drinking problem and pretty much an addiction to smoking weed and is verbally abusive to my mom; That's why I'm hoping to move soon and my life to turn around for the better ...I keep my rosary close to me while I sleep sometimes I wake up with the marks of my rosary in my hand like I was clinching it so tightly in my sleep. I feel like things are getting better little by little I had some bad dreams and 2 dreams I was praying in my sleep. I've had a lot of the devilish thoughts being but in my head, I think he's been getting in my head for a long time that's where I've sinned a lot, and made a lot of bad decisions; I'm only letting The Heavenly Father in my thoughts and Jesus ...I'm able to control things better, the way I feel about myself and the my situation. Other people's testimonies has helped me a lot, and a lot of other things like listening to Christian music, and watching Christian movies ...Ever since I found out I contracted herpes I got a rude awakening I didn't blame anymore in particular maybe just my doctor because I feel like he didn't inform me well enough of the disease and I knew little about it ...I realized a lot about myself, I eventually opened my eyes to a lot of things that I didn't see before and I'm somewhat changed because of it; I realize that it was God's will to teach me to bring me closer to God and to better myself, confess my sins and change my ways. I can only hope through my faith in Jesus Name our messiah and Yahweh we find absolution, inner peace, healing and to be humbled as we are the children of God ~God bless and Amen ♡[/QUOTE]QUOTE="HumbleWill, post: 28646965, member: 783195"]Well where do I begin this is more of my story then one specific prayer as i need many prayers ...I have so many problems that I'm dealing with from my past and my present I don't know where to begin; I tend to put my past behind me but there's a lot of healing that needs to be put to rest I've learned to forgive people for even the worst things; As I don't like to be angry and always thought what would God do, I didn't read the bible much growing up or go to church much either, but I did pray from time to time I wasn't taught a lot of things to do with religion or how to be a Christian; I felt the need to receive prayer very quickly as I didn't know the process and that it can take some time to be received by God like I do know. I put my life in the hands of false prophets that's where things fell short. I didn't want to put my Faith out there and get tricked again ...One main priory prayer was for me and my ex boyfriend getting us healed from herpes we just contracted with it about a month and a half ago. I was on a mission to find a cure that got exhausting so I decided to leave it in the hands of God ...I'm just praying to God that he hears all my prayers and answers them soon ...I lost a good relationship of 4 years we both had our issues that needed work to make the relationship stronger, I was naïve, foolish lonely and selfish; I've made some bad mistakes and regret a lot of things but learned to put it behind me, it's cost me to make bad judgement with men that mostly all of them just used me and took advantage of me. While I was young unfortunately I was molested for some time by my older step sister that has caused me to sin as a child and probably to this day messed me up and to have bad relationships; I don't even talk to my sister as she doesn't talk to me or my siblings ...I don't know why that had to happen to me but it did, my parents don't even know I was promised not to tell I didn't want my sister to be in trouble or me either, my younger sister only knows what happened; I finally told the minister recently at the church but he didn't see anything wrong with it because we were young but I feel like there was a lot of wrong and bad about that. I was even molested once by my cousin too ...I finally learned maybe I have a sexual problem witch probably stemmed from being molested; even though I lost my virginity at age 27 I tried to be good most of my life I stayed away from drinking, smoking, and doing drugs pretty much up until I moved out of my parents house at 26 My childhood wasn't great my parents weren't very good parents ...My dad had a problem with getting angered and drinking a lot, smoking weed a lot and abused my mom and sometimes us kids ...I've suffered with depression off and on till this day I take anxiety pills, I tried to commit suicide; I took a lot of pills and drank some alcohol I pucked all I could puck when I pucked out black that's when I was scared; I couldn't hold down food, I just lay on the bathroom floor waiting to die I had to take myself to the hospital where I lied that I tried to commit suicide. I was told I was going to be sent away to an institution I had a breakdown at the hospital but luckily for me my parents came and I didn't have to be sent away; but still had to see a counselor but told her nothing because I didn't trust anyone ...Not even as a kid or a teenager not when the children's aid came multiple times to take us kids away to split us up me and my brothers and sisters so we chose to lie to stick together. I was hit by a car when I was 6 yrs old the lady that hit me went to church and she kneeled over me and said an Angels prayer; Ever since then my parents believed I was saved by a Angel so they bought me Angel things and religious stuff ever since. I suffered a head injury and broken arm because of how severe the accident was I was lucky to be alive I was in a comma for 1 week; My dad won a settlement so I was his favorite because of that my dad pretty well controlled my life and my money he was strict growing up I was sometimes scared of my dad; But I was weak, meek and mild I didn't know how to speak up much for myself I developed a lot of hate and anger growing up I dealt with suicide thoughts I cut myself sometimes and I had a lot of self hate ...When my parents lost the house we were renting we spent along portion most of my teenage years and some time after that living at my nannies that's pretty well where things went downhill, the house needed work we didn't all have rooms as kids and slept where ever; We were living there until my parents got back on their feet ...In that time we lived off a generator because my nanny had her hydro line cut off and it was a big bill to pay to get it re-hooked back up so there was no hydro at the house for along time ...I believed the house was haunted or had a presence I noticed the type writer typing by its self and it wasn't plugged in; Another incident was when I was downstairs filling up water jugs from the water tank the generator went out I was in the dark and felt a strong grip of a hand being placed on my shoulder I got scared and huddled against the wall till the lights came on; There was also the time I came back from work to go to my room in the basement I heard a growl I didn't immediately get scared but later did and questioned if I was going crazy or what that was I heard so I immediately thought of placing salt along my doorway and put up a cross above my door witch seemed to help or at least make me feel safe ...I even got scared to go to sleep because I felt like I was being watched I had to keep a light on till this day keep a night light on I felt even a presence sometimes over top of me when I slept I hid under my blankets sometimes I would get bad dreams, and I think I'd even wake up around close to 3:00 too sometimes I'd make sure I kept the bible close by and read it from time to time ...When I moved I felt like whatever it was might of came with me one night I felt a heavy presence over top of me while laying in my bed and I had a weary feeling about the board that covered the unfinished attic in the hallway just outside my room also ...A few of the places I've lived in people died there one house was a little girl and two houses had an old lady ...My nannies house that's now my parents house had either Indians witch supposedly lived in that area as we live just down from a big bush area that had caves from supposedly the Indians ...Or whatever presence could be my uncle to that might have died here one night while we were kids or died in the ambulance on the way to the hospital ...But now I'm getting the feeling there's either a presence recently or something else I've been feeling in my bed as it is making tiny vibrations and sometimes it would feel like it was coming from me but only when I'm laying or resting in bed do I feel it. I looked online and discovered other people too were having similar things happening that they tried to tell their doctor and they just looked at them crazy. May I remind you that my parents don't believe in ghosts and whatnot so a lot of what I feel or know it's me dealing with it because I'd literally sound crazy to most people ...So I decided recently to have a minister come to my house pray over every room in the house and she toke my cross necklace and placed in on top of her bible and blessed it and I wear it everyday now and I even got a oil blessing over me at the church and I plan on getting baptised again soon as well ...I've said many prayers to do with healing, bad spirts, you name it I go to church every Sunday now I've been getting back into reading the bible and thinking positive but it's hard sometimes with my situation I had to move back to my parents where my dad still has a drinking problem and pretty much an addiction to smoking weed and is verbally abusive to my mom and my parents argue a lot; That's why I'm hoping to move soon and my life to turn around for the better ...I keep my rosary close to me while I sleep sometimes I wake up with the marks of my rosary in my hand like I was clinching it so tightly in my sleep. I feel like things are getting better little by little I had some bad dreams and 2 dreams I was praying in my sleep. I've had a lot of the devilish thoughts being but in my head, I think he's been getting in my head for a long time that's where I've sinned a lot, and made a lot of bad decisions; I'm only letting The Heavenly Father in my thoughts and Jesus ...I'm able to control things better, the way I feel about myself and the my situation. Other people's testimonies has helped me a lot, and a lot of other things like listening to Christian music, and watching Christian movies ...Ever since I found out I contracted herpes I got a rude awakening I didn't blame anymore in particular maybe just my doctor because he didn't inform me well enough of the disease and I knew little about it ...I realized a lot about myself, I eventually opened my eyes to a lot of things that I didn't see before and I'm somewhat changed because of it; I realize that it was God's will to teach me to bring me closer to God and to better myself, confess my sins and change my ways. I can only hope through my faith in Jesus Name our messiah and Yahweh we find absolution, inner peace, healing and to be humbled as we are the children of God ~God bless and Amen ♡[/QUOTE]
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