Well God this is my truth I don't feel safe anywhere I don't feel like I'm allowed to do anything I don't feel good about myself I have no financial security I am overweight I have a pathetic living situation I am harassed when ever I do anything I am punished for wanting to be active I am punished for self care I am punished for changing I am punished for cleaning I am punished for having friends I am punished for going the washroom I am punished for swimming I am punished for sleeping I am punished for going out I am punished for buying things I am punished for wanting space I am punished for studying I am punished for gaming I am punished for wanting better I am punished for praying I am punished for trying to do better I am punished for exercising I am punished for going upstairs I am punished for drinking I am punished for drugs I am punished for getting money I am punished for looking for work I am punished for waking up I get punished for making my bed I get punished for putting on clean clothing I am punished for talking I am punished for trying I am punished for being happy I am punished for living I am punished for having treats I am not punished for eating I am not punished for hedonism I am not punished for escaping I am not punished for isolating I am not punished for being alone in the dark I am not punished for laying down doing nothing I am not punished well using my phone I am not punished for being angry I am not punishes for yelling I am forced to live in poverty I am forced to be dirty I am forced to give things up Any time I try to do anything I get harassed I generally have less than 10 minutes where I don't get screamed at or have to do something I can't start anything because I'll never be able to finish I am harassed constantly non stop all day long without a break Whenever I try to work on something the tools are always missing or my stuff is gone I have no future I have no life quality I have no dreams I have no security I have no job I have no wife I have no family I have no friends I have no freedom I have no positive escapes I can't even cry or release emotions without being harassed or interrupted Even after making the active choice to do the Littlest things I fail and then disassociate I can't even keep my bed made I can't keep the floor clean I can't keep the garbage clean I want is To feel loved To feel like I'm worth something To work To have money To have control of my life To have a wife To lose weight To be able to work with my kids To have custody of my kids full To have time for what I've lost To have a house To have a family To be able to finish what I start To be free To feel okay To feel safe To fix my head To not need to escape anymore To deal with my emotions To actually be able to do things Thats really it in jesus name amen
Praying for you in Jesus. Do you read, study, meditate and claim our promises that we read about in Scripture looking up words that arenโt understood? What if I told you that you owned the world along with everyone who Believes in Jesus what might we do differently?
Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?
Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!
We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!
Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.
Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.
I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.
Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.