Bororosh
Disciple of Prayer
I was fellowshipping a coworker who actually went to church with me once but she quit and stopped communication when a migraine prevented me from helping her move. I was able to send others that were very helpful ( young men from church). She reached back out a couple times. This time her most supportive person in the world has passed away. I am 3 weeks with back to back stomach flu and exhausted so I sent a condolence text and then another one saying Iโm sorry it is such a hard time and unfortunately a tummy bug has exhausted me with losing my meals so I would get back to her in a couple days. She messaged telling me I was terrible not even saying Iโm sorry to her. I explained and sent a couple supportive messages but my son woke up quite distressed and prayer helped briefly. She used to hate church people but had come around on them and used to try some spells but had long since given that up when I met her. Prayer helps for a bit and then it seems the same again. I have homework to do a sick child to feed when even the smell of cheerios smells like the precursor to throwing up and could really use help not having to battle the attack alone. I am going to try to soothe feelings and then gradually fade out of her life.
Dear Heavenly Father we know all your children are loved by thee and we thank thee so much for it. Thou knows that it would have been better for me to not respond today and I am sorry I shoulded myself into not using wisdom. Please Heavenly Father I know not how to stop these attacks but know they power is sufficient to provide us protection and peace that passeth understanding. Please Heavenly Father strengthen my child and myself please help us in finding good supportive friends ourselves and slip away from a relationship that will not be wholesome for us. Please help us remain thy faithful despite a myriad of unexpressed looming needs and trials. Please help us to find safety and v comfort within our home that is messy drafty and under attack. We love thee and I say this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Dear Heavenly Father we know all your children are loved by thee and we thank thee so much for it. Thou knows that it would have been better for me to not respond today and I am sorry I shoulded myself into not using wisdom. Please Heavenly Father I know not how to stop these attacks but know they power is sufficient to provide us protection and peace that passeth understanding. Please Heavenly Father strengthen my child and myself please help us in finding good supportive friends ourselves and slip away from a relationship that will not be wholesome for us. Please help us remain thy faithful despite a myriad of unexpressed looming needs and trials. Please help us to find safety and v comfort within our home that is messy drafty and under attack. We love thee and I say this in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.