mommy2krysta
Disciple of Prayer
We have had so much bad luck for so many years now. From multiple break-ins, multiple vandalizations, multiple thefts, multiple job losses, many illnesses, loss of income, getting put out into the street with our children, no money ever and behind on all bills and rent, we can't afford food or repairs to our only car only temporary fixes that are starting not to work, false friends who bring more trouble to us and lie to us but we still try to help, to faced family members, we are drowning in a deep dark well of bad luck and no way out we can't even see a light. My husband's hours at work have been cut & he really needs more hours or a better job opportunity to come along that he will accept. He has been abusive to me since the day I said I do, that's when the abuse started for me. He has cheated on me with many women even before our marriage. He is still hitting & verbally abusing me, he keeps me like a prisoner & I don't have to do anything to set him off, he has destroyed our homes and other things with his anger and temper, he has taken me away from most of my relatives by accusing me of cheating with my own family and his, he has beaten me and threatens to take my life, I have tried to tell others and get help but no one will listen to me or believe me, He has raped me and molested me since day one, he somehow got people to not see how he really is, he is completely someone else to everyone outside the marriage my own mother sides with him and she has seen him try to choke me and beat the you know what out of me for nothing and she did nothing to help me. I have no where to go with my youngest child and no way and no money to support us. I am disabled and can only do work from home but I can't find anything or a way to bring money in. We are trapped with no way out. I am afraid of him and so our youngest child. We are about to be evicted again if I don't find a way to come up with six hundred dollars to pay the rent by the 20th, Our power and water is going to be cut off next week if I can't find help or come up with the money everything is behind and my bank account is empty and overdrawn, I only have thirteen dollars to my name and my car needs repairs my home needs repairs thanks to him my front door is busted and the back door was ripped off the hinges and the frame destroyed. My mother won't help me and her grandchildren and she has a place a piece of land that was my great grandparents land that I could put a mobile home on for my family but she won't because she said my brothers want it and she has given them vehicles and a home but nothing to me and my children. I am not jealous, it's always been like this. She bills me for any help she gives me and any presents etc to me and my children. Why I don't know. I grew up in abuse and was molested and when I tried to tell was told that I didn't want her to be happy because if I did I would keep my mouth shut. So I wonder is this my life to continue to be abused by my husband and mistreated and left out in the cold by those who are supposed to love and care about me. My world has been bad luck on top of bad luck. The best things in my life Jesus, the birth of my children what a blessing, my granny & my grandmother & my granddaddy, the few good people that I have met in my life, watching my children grow, being able to pray and talk to God anytime I want everyday all day because I don't think I could live or survive without him. Other than this I have so much bad luck. I need an end to my bad luck. I need prayers for good luck to come my way and for some financial blessings and an increase of money to come to me. So that if need be I can save enough to get me and my youngest to a safe place. I desperately need my finances to improve quickly so I pay the rent and the bills and fix my only vehicle that runs and find a buyer that wants to buy my classic car and restore it. The money alone that I could get for that car would help me out greatly. Everything is in my name so it's my credit that's messed up I need prayers to catch up and not be made homeless. Please pray that we are not evicted please I have no place to go and no money. Please pray that the much needed money comes my way or that an angel in disguise 'sorry I know it's spelled wrong' comes and helps my family. I am so sorry for my long prayer request I have no one to talk to but the Lord. My husband even has the neighbors watching my every move so I don't even get out of the house unless I have permission or an appointment but both have time limits. Thank you for reading and praying for us.
