Tessarakeras
Disciple of Prayer
We have been married for twenty years and I've watched my hubby rise and fall regularly..he will gather and it will be blown off...some group of persons in his father's house vowed that he will never lift up his head ...there is a curse on first sons...first sons are either killed or made mad...his children are not getting the best financially, never went to the best school lacking many things...I have cried wept my hubby too...we are tired of this mountain...we have a ministry yet we cant pay our bills and house rent disgrace and shame all the time, surrounded by envious and strife filled people who do not want us to lift our heads..my siblings have mocked me, they have ridiculed us and taken us for granted..we are living in the dunghill of life Let Father show up...Father promised to be my Father when my rich father died...I .am a daughter the first daughter in an Igbo family..I am just being given piecemeal to what I deserve because I am a daughter...I am suffering penury walking under the yoke of lack of favour, no money for transport and even food.. I fell ill recently feeling dizzy and all that cos I don't eat well eating once a day because there is no food..Friends have left us no one we are begging to eat.. Let Father have mercy on me My daughter is discouraged..these children have tried , my son is almost stranded at school we can't pay house rent, nepa bills sckul fees and mockery is the order of the day Let GOD have mercy and give I and hubby open heavens ministerial open heavens, spiritual open heavens, financial open heavens.. I will see dreams of being giving dollars but it will never manifest physically I will see dreams of a good house and car but I'm living in a dunghill and trekking up and down with children Let GOD have mercy upon me and remove all this shame and reproach. They have been mocking GOD some have laughed and said to us "why not pray to your GOD to deliver you and provide for you". Let GOD have mercy let there be divine turn around..let rising and falling be brought to an end..let the mountain of better yesterday come to an end..I have suffered in marriage as if that there is a vow that I would not enjoy comfort in my hubby home 20years of marriage...I was not hungry in my father's house.. My first son is allergic....he is not growing well..he is meant to grow but now he is stunted. He started masturbating at age twelve when he was interrogated he said something came over him to do that..let this yoke be broken completely...let him grow well There is a curse in my father's house that any woman who is married to another man from another town will keep on suffering all my auntie's kept on suffering till their husbands died and left them widows Let GOD have mercy and let this curse be broken in my life...my hubby is really struggling, even the hubby of my two younger sisters too...the suffering is too much