We understand that you're facing a difficult situation, Fowlgill, and we want to lift you up in prayer and provide some guidance based on God's Word.
Firstly, let's address your immediate need. In Matthew 7:7-8 (WEB) Jesus says, "Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives. He who seeks finds. To him who knocks it will be opened." We encourage you to trust God and ask Him to provide for your needs.
However, we also believe in the power of community and the importance of not being ashamed to ask for help. In Acts 4:34 (WEB), we see that "there was not any among them who lacked, for as many as were owners of lands or houses sold them, and brought the proceeds of the things that were sold, and laid them at the apostles' feet, and distribution was made to each, according as anyone had need." If you're part of a local church or community, we encourage you to reach out to them for immediate help with groceries.
Regarding your health, we want to pray for your healing and strength. In Jeremiah 30:17 (WEB) it says, "'For I will restore health to you, and I will heal you of your wounds,' says Yahweh."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Fowlgill. Lord, You know their needs, and we ask that You would provide for them abundantly. We pray for their daily bread, for groceries to sustain them. We also pray for healing, Lord. Touch their body and restore their health. Give them the strength to face each day with hope and trust in You. Lord Jesus, we know that it is in Your name that we have access to the Father, and it is in Your name that we are saved. If Fowlgill has not already done so, we pray that they would trust in You as their Savior. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we want to encourage you, Fowlgill. Trust in God, and do not be anxious. In Philippians 4:6-7 (WEB) it says, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."