Durinain
Disciple of Prayer
Earlier tonight, I spent more time praying to the Gods for the desire to return back to three weeks ago of this August after discovering that all my precious memories on my SD Card (photos videos everything) were suddenly erased with no way to get them back. Months of memories on that phone just lost suddenly just like that. All while never taking the time to back them up... I pleaded, begged, asked for some sort of sign that some deity would hear my cries and allow me some way to return to the past somehow and I just don't know how I can do so. I prayed as hard as I can in all my desperation and despair as repeatedly stayed on my knees begging for some sort of response amidst all the repeated prayers and pleas I've asked of them. I'm not a Christian, nor am I an atheist, but I know that God HAS to exist and has some sort of means of making this possible... But I just can't tell for certain if God is that powerful to do so. Searching the web gives me mixed results and the last time I tried to do something similar with some random people online like Fiverr, it backfired horribly, resulting in a bit of money lost to the scammer but must brought back. Now I find myself here out of more desperation trying to find some sort of reassurance as I try to pray more and more for this plea to become a reality. And I desperately want it to be that...