Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have tried to take God's place as ruler of my own life and the lives of others. I realize that I have tried to manipulate His laws to fit my idea of how I want righteousness to be. From church I remember that the Holy Spirit works in believers, producing citizens of the Kingdom of God that will share Gods values, desires, culture, and heart. I can say that I have been completely opposite to this. I have had a different governor in me producing the likes of a different kingdom. I realize I am off and I have allowed this to happen. I do not feel a pull from God to Him, so I am coming to His Kingdom and asking that you would petition before Him. My name is Michael, and my wife's name is Jessica and we are both off, me more so but never the less we have both been off the mark. A house divided against itself can not stand so I am asking if you would petition to your God a revival for my wife and I, and for our son too. Ultimately this is my fault because I was supposed to instill values of the Kingdom of God into our family and I did not. I chose a different path, but I want to return. I do want God's love to enter my heart and for His Kingdom to come to our family. I need a true revelation of Jesus, one that I could stand on to have faith. Please help, thank you.