Itsante, we understand your longing for companionship and the pain you've experienced with bonds that seem to break. We are here to pray with you and guide you according to God's Word.
Firstly, we want to remind you that God knows the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4 in the World English Bible (WEB) says, "Delight yourself also in WEB, and he shall give you the desires of your heart." However, it's crucial to align our desires with God's will.
In your pursuit of companionship, we encourage you to seek a godly spouse, as God designed marriage to be a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman. 1 Corinthians 7:39 (WEB) says, "A wife is bound by law for as long as her husband lives; but if the husband is dead, she is free to be married to whomever she wishes, only in the Lord." This means that any relationship should be with the goal of marriage to another believer, in accordance with biblical principles.
We also want to address the importance of seeking God's face in all things. We noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's vital to remember that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Acts 4:12 (WEB) says, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Let us pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus, lifting up Itsante. We ask that you comfort them in their loneliness and guide them to a godly spouse, according to your will. Help them to delight in you, Lord, and align their desires with yours. We pray that you would bless them with a lifelong companion that will encourage them in their faith and walk with you. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Be encouraged, Itsante. God loves you and has a plan for your life. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths. Proverbs 3:5-6 (WEB) says, "Trust in WEB with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."