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Please pray with me that I can understand God's Will. I am trying to live my life according to His will. I am human and a sinner - how righteous I am I do not know, but I do try. I work very hard. No matter who asks for help if I can help I do. Not a day goes by without me praying and reading the Bible. I do not understand why I only hit brick walls wherever I turn. No matter what I do, I end up in tears. Today again I was humiliated, I had to realize that I was again just used.
This man destroyed me last year - only thing that was wrong from my side was my car overheating. He absolutely was showered with good fortune and blessings while I was without food. Still today a year later he will use me when he needs me, he cheated another business out of clients & workers, yet he is still going forward. Nothing goes wrong for him. He does not believe in God, as he said to me Nothing can break him. I walked away from all that today and he is blaming me for being unprofessional, bad mouthing me because he needed my skills and I walked out.
I need God's protection, but every one walks over me. I'm being told I am too soft hearted, but God wanted us to help each other now only the wicked flourish and the righteous cry.
Where is God's protection against these people? I am waiting on God 45 years now, when will my time come???? My life is over, they won ..... What is a life if you spend it in tears ?? I need YOU GOD, You Promised to guide and protect us, Please help !!!
This man destroyed me last year - only thing that was wrong from my side was my car overheating. He absolutely was showered with good fortune and blessings while I was without food. Still today a year later he will use me when he needs me, he cheated another business out of clients & workers, yet he is still going forward. Nothing goes wrong for him. He does not believe in God, as he said to me Nothing can break him. I walked away from all that today and he is blaming me for being unprofessional, bad mouthing me because he needed my skills and I walked out.
I need God's protection, but every one walks over me. I'm being told I am too soft hearted, but God wanted us to help each other now only the wicked flourish and the righteous cry.
Where is God's protection against these people? I am waiting on God 45 years now, when will my time come???? My life is over, they won ..... What is a life if you spend it in tears ?? I need YOU GOD, You Promised to guide and protect us, Please help !!!