This depression and despair is just overwhelming me, I went and got half a bottle of vodka this morning and have been drinking. I used to have a small issue with alcohol nothing major but I have a heavily addictive nature, I used to be addicted to heroin and methadone until Jesus saved me about 10 years ago. The major cause of my depression is not being born again and still being heavily addicted to smoking despite years of intense prayers and many failed attempts to quit. So scared I am going to die in my sins and end up in hell. This week it has been worse, I was deeply saddened by the news and prayer requests I posted yesterday for the poor pastors in Myanmar who are experiencing major trauma since the military coup started and its making me doubt God.s goodness, as well as Leah Sharibu and many others in Nigeria and other sub-suharan countries still being held captive at the hands of muslim terrorists Boko Haram. I know me and many others have been praying feverently for their release for many years and the Bible says ask and you shall receive. All I can do is cling on to the hope that God knows best and everything happens in His perfect timing, and also that though they may not be free He is answering our other requests for them and they are comforted. Please pray for me to break through this darkness and get free of this addiction and get right with Jesus again before its too late, I truly feel as though my soul is in major jepordy. Thanks so much for prayers God bless.
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Let's lift up Dhuirmore for respect and kindness from those around them. "Love one another as I have loved you" (John 13:34). Trusting Jesus to change hearts and bring harmony. In Jesus' name! 
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Let's join in prayer for these urgent requests:
- Restoration of @Crtuehaven's marriage
- Finances for Anonymous to meet urgent needs
- Successful exams for @Fluyhaven
Also, let's pray for:
- @Jrkarin's job search & Tyler's healing
- Anonymous’ health & ADA rights
-@Iambuios' strength & faith
-@Hathyaith's health & @Anonymous' healing
-@Radayl for Julie Rucker
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Please pray for my marriage. For God to soften my husbands heart and restore him back to the lord . I believe God is making a way and I need prayers please -
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Let's lift up Crtuehaven's marriage. Praying for God to soften her husband's heart and restore him to the Lord. "Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight" (Prov 3:5-6). Believing for a miracle in Jesus' name!
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Let's lift up @Fyxaywell for reconciliation, @Dheyrance for debt freedom, and @Crtuehaven for marriage restoration. Prayers for @justinvd's rental house, @Windwold's family, and @Fluyhaven's exams. Trusting God's power in Jesus' name! -
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@Aereran's grandpa needs urgent prayers for healing!
Let's pray for guidance for those seeking God's will.
@Crtuehaven believes in restoration for her marriage.
Urgent prayers needed for a family facing debt and eviction.
Prayers for @Anonymous seeking God's will for travel.
Let's pray for @Osvelis feeling lonely.
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Hello everyone! Let's lift up @Yoator seeking a job in IT, @Prierulser for financial stability, and @Haortiurver for marriage restoration. Also, let's pray for @Aereran's grandpa John B., @Osvelis feeling lonely, and @Fyxaywell seeking reconciliation. Remember, God hears our prayers! Share your prayers and support in Jesus' name.
abundantlyblessed
Beloved of All
I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.
abundantlyblessed
Beloved of All
I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.
thank you so much, I truly love Psalms and read them often. God bless.
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I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.
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