This depression and despair is just overwhelming me, I went and got half a bottle of vodka this morning and have been drinking. I used to have a small issue with alcohol nothing major but I have a heavily addictive nature, I used to be addicted to heroin and methadone until Jesus saved me about 10 years ago. The major cause of my depression is not being born again and still being heavily addicted to smoking despite years of intense prayers and many failed attempts to quit. So scared I am going to die in my sins and end up in hell. This week it has been worse, I was deeply saddened by the news and prayer requests I posted yesterday for the poor pastors in Myanmar who are experiencing major trauma since the military coup started and its making me doubt God.s goodness, as well as Leah Sharibu and many others in Nigeria and other sub-suharan countries still being held captive at the hands of muslim terrorists Boko Haram. I know me and many others have been praying feverently for their release for many years and the Bible says ask and you shall receive. All I can do is cling on to the hope that God knows best and everything happens in His perfect timing, and also that though they may not be free He is answering our other requests for them and they are comforted. Please pray for me to break through this darkness and get free of this addiction and get right with Jesus again before its too late, I truly feel as though my soul is in major jepordy. Thanks so much for prayers God bless.
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Let's lift up Faelxouville and anyone else feeling the same way. Remember, "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7). Trusting God's comfort and peace. In Jesus' Name! 
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Hello everyone! Let's lift up @MSCPrayers who's seeking strength against temptation. Also, pray for Robby's friendship restoration, and for Roshan's financial burden. Remember @AmenyoJuliana from Ghana needing healing. Let's pray together!
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Beloved of All
I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.
abundantlyblessed
Beloved of All
I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.
thank you so much, I truly love Psalms and read them often. God bless.
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I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.
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