Anonymous
Beloved of All
I had a disturbing vision from God last night before falling asleep, and it hurt my feelings. I was shown mental images of being cast into a massive geyser in the Seventh Circle of hell. It is called the Flamberge, a certain area in the afterlife where the condemned are sent for eternal suffering. They are immersed in a huge body of water that is infested by demon sharks, and they continually die from being eaten alive—only to have their spirts born again in the Flamberge and die again, again, and again for all eternity. Those who languish in this terrible place wear yellow swimwear and oxygen masks to avoid drowning, and they try to swim to the scattered, tiny islands on the surface to get relief from the man-eating demon sharks. Yet it’s only a temporary refuge: Eventually one of those horrible-looking demon sharks will find them hiding and make an attack on land.
I had been complaining to God in my prayers last night. He didn’t like hearing my complaints, so I had to see yet another vision of the Flamberge, which I suppose is a warning that I can’t be mad at him or else risk losing salvation.
I’ve had to seen many visions of the Flamberge, and it’s very disturbing. Apparently I’m not allowed to feel any anger towards God for what is happening to me—otherwise I’ll end up getting reused as shark food forever.
The truth, however, is that I have forgiven God. It’s very unfair that I have to endure terror every day and night, especially considering that allowing these terrors to punish me disproportionately seems very inconsistent with Jesus’ teachings about forgiveness. But I have to forgive God. That is what the Bible teaches: Forgive always, and never hold grudges.
God is forgiven. My Christian conscience will not allow me to hold any feelings of hurt and anger towards our heavenly father. Yet the terrors I experience every day and night, which are intended to punish me for a bad sin I committed a long time ago at age 17 (I’m 34 now), are so horrible that those feelings of hurt and anger can sometimes be difficult to repress.
What are these terrors that I go through, day and night every day and night? Before I elaborate, let me say this: They are not from God. They are actually from Satan, who wants to destroy me. When I say “intended to punish,” that does not imply God is doing it. Instead he is allowing (but not causing) Satan to bring profound harm to my life, though Satan and the other demons are not allowed to kill me, and now they are no longer able to kill or commit other forms of violence against unsaved people from different dimensions. Basically, it’s a sort of purgatory for a past sin that I committed like two decades ago.
I am getting raped in my sleep, and it happens during the day as well. If I go lay down in my bed just to lay down, that disgusting demon immediately starts molesting me—and I can’t fight him off of me or do anything about it. Throughout the day he touches me inappropriately, and it happens always and relentlessly. He never takes a break, so I never get any relief from the constant sexual assaults. Satan hired a demon to commit sex crimes against me, and it has been happening for years now.
There is also an atrocious demon who is an extreme bully, narcissist, prostitute, and overall horrible person. I hate her. She bullies me constantly in my dreams. I also have to hear cockroach chatter from this POS monster: She likes to comment on my thoughts and make derisive remarks. She had been extremely violent coward in the past, having killed defenseless, innocent people and destroyed their genitals too many times to count, but fortunately God is no longer allowing her to commit violence.
There are a lot more horrors I have to go through and have been through, but I don’t want to elaborate any further. It’s difficult to talk about.
In the past, God has given me the ability to pull demons out of my body, whereupon the demon dies permanently. They cannot get born again in hell; their existence ends forever. Demons cease to exist without a body, so pulling them out destroys them.
When do I get the ability to pull demons out of my body and permanently kill them? It usually happens when I’ve worked hard to have good Christian conduct, avoid my sinful habits, and try as best I can to please God.
The demons have become so intolerable lately that I’ve decided to try very hard to be on my best behavior so I can get rid of them permanently. There is a problem, though: In the past, God has sometimes not been true to his word. He promises me permanent kills for exceptional conduct, but there are so many times where I’ve been let down when I have tried: I quit the nicotine and alcohol, and I improved my conduct in other ways—only to be deeply disappointed by God not keeping his word.
Please: Pray and ask God that I get permanent kills of these demonic tormentors tonight. Also please pray that God quit reneging on his promise to give me permanent kills of demons when I live up to his standards. Whenever he turns me over to suffer for good conduct, I get so hurt and upset, feeling betrayed and scammed, and then I go back to my old destructive habits. If God keeps failing to keep his word here, the destructive cycle will continue. Yeah, other demons will keep coming back; but if I can be on my best behavior every day for the remaining four or whatever years of infernal purgatory, then I’ll need permanent kills of demons every single day—or else it will destroy my morale and leave me extremely hurt by the unfairness. God needs to keep his word.
I had been complaining to God in my prayers last night. He didn’t like hearing my complaints, so I had to see yet another vision of the Flamberge, which I suppose is a warning that I can’t be mad at him or else risk losing salvation.
I’ve had to seen many visions of the Flamberge, and it’s very disturbing. Apparently I’m not allowed to feel any anger towards God for what is happening to me—otherwise I’ll end up getting reused as shark food forever.
The truth, however, is that I have forgiven God. It’s very unfair that I have to endure terror every day and night, especially considering that allowing these terrors to punish me disproportionately seems very inconsistent with Jesus’ teachings about forgiveness. But I have to forgive God. That is what the Bible teaches: Forgive always, and never hold grudges.
God is forgiven. My Christian conscience will not allow me to hold any feelings of hurt and anger towards our heavenly father. Yet the terrors I experience every day and night, which are intended to punish me for a bad sin I committed a long time ago at age 17 (I’m 34 now), are so horrible that those feelings of hurt and anger can sometimes be difficult to repress.
What are these terrors that I go through, day and night every day and night? Before I elaborate, let me say this: They are not from God. They are actually from Satan, who wants to destroy me. When I say “intended to punish,” that does not imply God is doing it. Instead he is allowing (but not causing) Satan to bring profound harm to my life, though Satan and the other demons are not allowed to kill me, and now they are no longer able to kill or commit other forms of violence against unsaved people from different dimensions. Basically, it’s a sort of purgatory for a past sin that I committed like two decades ago.
I am getting raped in my sleep, and it happens during the day as well. If I go lay down in my bed just to lay down, that disgusting demon immediately starts molesting me—and I can’t fight him off of me or do anything about it. Throughout the day he touches me inappropriately, and it happens always and relentlessly. He never takes a break, so I never get any relief from the constant sexual assaults. Satan hired a demon to commit sex crimes against me, and it has been happening for years now.
There is also an atrocious demon who is an extreme bully, narcissist, prostitute, and overall horrible person. I hate her. She bullies me constantly in my dreams. I also have to hear cockroach chatter from this POS monster: She likes to comment on my thoughts and make derisive remarks. She had been extremely violent coward in the past, having killed defenseless, innocent people and destroyed their genitals too many times to count, but fortunately God is no longer allowing her to commit violence.
There are a lot more horrors I have to go through and have been through, but I don’t want to elaborate any further. It’s difficult to talk about.
In the past, God has given me the ability to pull demons out of my body, whereupon the demon dies permanently. They cannot get born again in hell; their existence ends forever. Demons cease to exist without a body, so pulling them out destroys them.
When do I get the ability to pull demons out of my body and permanently kill them? It usually happens when I’ve worked hard to have good Christian conduct, avoid my sinful habits, and try as best I can to please God.
The demons have become so intolerable lately that I’ve decided to try very hard to be on my best behavior so I can get rid of them permanently. There is a problem, though: In the past, God has sometimes not been true to his word. He promises me permanent kills for exceptional conduct, but there are so many times where I’ve been let down when I have tried: I quit the nicotine and alcohol, and I improved my conduct in other ways—only to be deeply disappointed by God not keeping his word.
Please: Pray and ask God that I get permanent kills of these demonic tormentors tonight. Also please pray that God quit reneging on his promise to give me permanent kills of demons when I live up to his standards. Whenever he turns me over to suffer for good conduct, I get so hurt and upset, feeling betrayed and scammed, and then I go back to my old destructive habits. If God keeps failing to keep his word here, the destructive cycle will continue. Yeah, other demons will keep coming back; but if I can be on my best behavior every day for the remaining four or whatever years of infernal purgatory, then I’ll need permanent kills of demons every single day—or else it will destroy my morale and leave me extremely hurt by the unfairness. God needs to keep his word.