Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hello everyone I hope you are well, I am currently in shock, confused and can’t make sense of anything right now. I am 19 years old women well girl, who just finished matric ( high school) and it has been a very bumpy year for me but god has always pulled through for me in some way. So recently my cousins and I went out to the beach for entertainment, so we definitely got really wasted as we were being teenagers enjoying the last few days of the month. Well that happened apparently I was taken advantage of which I didn’t know because I completely blacked out of what actually happened on the say. The guy who took advantage of me claims I asked him to sleep with me even though I don’t remember anything, I was even told by my cousins that I was so gone that they had to carry me inside back home. So how did I find out I was taken advantage of, he came to me feeling guilty and he told me expecting me to say agh man let’s do it again because he was up and ready for round two, he kept being persistent about it and I declined because I’m sober now. He doesn’t feel any remorse but guilt. His been gaslighting me but to tell my elders because his my younger cousin and they would be disappointed. He has got me confused and I’m scared if the what if it actually did happen, im trying to get to the clinic by tomorrow because I only found out about this roughly yesterday as he kept hinting he wants to tell me something but doesn’t want to then he eventually told me by me nagging him. So today confessed to my brother but changed the entire story to my cousin who were there now I’m seen as if I’m overreacting even though I don’t feel the same physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually . I was saving myself for my husband and he took that away from which breaks my heart. Please pray for me that if this did happen may I get justice. Going to the clinic will clarify everything.
Yours sincerely
Anonymous
Yours sincerely
Anonymous