Emilie_90
Disciple of Prayer
Dear brothers & sisters,
A little over a week ago I have resolutely turned my will and my life over to the hands of God. I’ve joined a Bible study, and pray to Jesus Christ our lord and savior every day. Asking for guidance and help to walk His path. I ask through Him to the Father for His mission for me. For His will for me. Because I can feel His call.
But the spiritual attacks have become so vicious the last three days. From a constant call to be gluttonous during the day with cravings etc and overeating, to extreme doubt being sown within me, to at night while asleep around 3 am have disturbing or disgusting scenes of copulation between mothers and daughters and animal-like objects and hearing the distorted demonic voice of the mother in the story motivating the scenes. I wake up in a sweat and pray to Jesus Christ my Lord and savior to help me. But I could use your support for this is terrifying me. I know the demons have no actual power over me but it is scary nonetheless especially since today I could make out that distorted voice in the dream.
The first part also had my real mother in it. I showed her in the dream how with my faith alone I could move and levitate a coin in my hand. But it felt completely wrong. And I don’t understand why she would be involved at the start at all (but not later).
Thank you so much in advance. I’d be glad to pray for others as well.
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God save us all and protect us all. In the name of Jesus Christ who has washed us in His precious blood.
A little over a week ago I have resolutely turned my will and my life over to the hands of God. I’ve joined a Bible study, and pray to Jesus Christ our lord and savior every day. Asking for guidance and help to walk His path. I ask through Him to the Father for His mission for me. For His will for me. Because I can feel His call.
But the spiritual attacks have become so vicious the last three days. From a constant call to be gluttonous during the day with cravings etc and overeating, to extreme doubt being sown within me, to at night while asleep around 3 am have disturbing or disgusting scenes of copulation between mothers and daughters and animal-like objects and hearing the distorted demonic voice of the mother in the story motivating the scenes. I wake up in a sweat and pray to Jesus Christ my Lord and savior to help me. But I could use your support for this is terrifying me. I know the demons have no actual power over me but it is scary nonetheless especially since today I could make out that distorted voice in the dream.
The first part also had my real mother in it. I showed her in the dream how with my faith alone I could move and levitate a coin in my hand. But it felt completely wrong. And I don’t understand why she would be involved at the start at all (but not later).
Thank you so much in advance. I’d be glad to pray for others as well.
### from the ###.
God save us all and protect us all. In the name of Jesus Christ who has washed us in His precious blood.