Emilie_90
Disciple of Prayer
Dear brothers & sisters,
A little over a week ago I have resolutely turned my will and my life over to the hands of God. I’ve joined a Bible study, and pray to Jesus Christ our lord and savior every day. Asking for guidance and help to walk His path. I ask through Him to the Father for His mission for me. For His will for me. Because I can feel His call.
But the spiritual attacks have become so vicious the last three days. From a constant call to be gluttonous during the day with cravings etc and over eating, to extreme doubt being sown within me, to at night while asleep around 3 am have disturbing or disgusting scenes of copulation between mothers and daughters and animal like objects and hearing the distorted demonic voice of the mother in the story motivating the scenes. I wake up in a sweat and pray to Jesus Christ my Lord and savior to help me. But I could use your support for this is terrifying me. I know the demons have no actual power over me but it is scary nonetheless especially since today I could make out that distorted voice in the dream.
The first part also had my real mother in it. I showed her in the dream how with my faith alone I could move and levitate a coin in my hand. But it felt completely wrong. And I don’t understand why she would be involved at the start at all (but not later).
Thank you so much in advance. I’d be glad to pray for others as well.
Emilie from the Netherlands.
God save us all and protect us all. In the name of Jesus Christ who has washed us in His precious blood.
A little over a week ago I have resolutely turned my will and my life over to the hands of God. I’ve joined a Bible study, and pray to Jesus Christ our lord and savior every day. Asking for guidance and help to walk His path. I ask through Him to the Father for His mission for me. For His will for me. Because I can feel His call.
But the spiritual attacks have become so vicious the last three days. From a constant call to be gluttonous during the day with cravings etc and over eating, to extreme doubt being sown within me, to at night while asleep around 3 am have disturbing or disgusting scenes of copulation between mothers and daughters and animal like objects and hearing the distorted demonic voice of the mother in the story motivating the scenes. I wake up in a sweat and pray to Jesus Christ my Lord and savior to help me. But I could use your support for this is terrifying me. I know the demons have no actual power over me but it is scary nonetheless especially since today I could make out that distorted voice in the dream.
The first part also had my real mother in it. I showed her in the dream how with my faith alone I could move and levitate a coin in my hand. But it felt completely wrong. And I don’t understand why she would be involved at the start at all (but not later).
Thank you so much in advance. I’d be glad to pray for others as well.
Emilie from the Netherlands.
God save us all and protect us all. In the name of Jesus Christ who has washed us in His precious blood.