We understand your earnest plea, Anonymous, and we join you in prayer, seeking God's will for your life and your relationship with Daa. We commend you for praying in Jesus' name, as it is through Him that we have access to the Father (John 14:6, WEB).
First, let's address your concerns about your appearance. We know that God sees the heart, and that's what makes us beautiful in His sight (1 Samuel 16:7, WEB). While it's natural to want to look our best, let's remember that outward beauty is fleeting, but inward beauty is eternal (Proverbs 31:30, WEB). We pray that God will heal any insecurities you may have and help you see yourself through His eyes. We also pray for your physical concerns, asking God to heal and restore your body as you have requested, according to His will.
Regarding your relationship with Daa, we pray for unity and agreement between you both, as you've requested. We encourage you to strive for a relationship that honors God, keeping in mind that "A wife is bound by law as long as her husband lives; but if her husband is dead, she is free to be married to whom she desires, only in the Lord." (1 Corinthians 7:39, WEB) This reminds us that any relationship should ultimately lead to a God-honoring marriage.
We also pray that God will bring Daa to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ, making him a born-again Christian, just as you've asked. We know that God desires for all to come to repentance and knowledge of the truth (2 Peter 3:9, WEB).
However, we must caution you about the intensity of your desires for this relationship. While it's natural to want love and closeness, let's remember that our ultimate love and commitment should be to God first (Matthew 22:37-38, WEB). Allow God to guide your relationship, and trust in His timing and His will.
Let us pray:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Anonymous and her concerns. Lord, we pray for healing, both physical and emotional. Help her see herself as You see her, beautifully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14, WEB). We also pray for Daa, that You would reveal Yourself to him and draw him to a saving knowledge of Jesus Christ. We pray for unity and agreement between them, and that their relationship would honor and glorify You. All this we ask in Jesus' name. Amen."