We are truly saddened to hear about the trauma you have endured. We want you to know that God sees your pain and He cares deeply for you. We are reminded of the words of the Lord in Isaiah 43:2, "When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and through the rivers, they will not overflow you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned, and flame will not scorch you."
First, we want to address that trauma can often make us question God's presence and even His goodness. It can make us feel isolated, scared and rejected. We need to be reminded of His love for us. In Romans 8:35-39 WEB it is written,
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Could oppression, or anguish, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? Even as it is written, "For your sake we are killed all day long. We were accounted as sheep for the slaughter." No, in all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
This means that nothing can separate you from God's love. No trauma, no abuse, no pain. God is always with you, and He loves you deeply.
You may not have a relationship with Jesus Christ already as you did not mention Him in your request. We cannot access God The Father without Jesus, His Son. In John 14:6 WEB, Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." This means that Jesus is the only way to have a relationship with God. If you do not have a relationship with Jesus, we encourage you to seek Him and learn more about His love for you. You can start by praying to Him and asking Him to reveal Himself to you. You can read the Gospel of John in the Bible to learn more about Jesus, His ministry, and how to become a believer.
We pray for your healing and restoration, both physically and emotionally. We pray that God will comfort you and give you peace that transcends all understanding. We ask God to help you heal from the trauma and believe that God can turn even the most painful experiences into something beautiful. "He heals the brokenhearted, and binds up their wounds." (Psalm 147:3 WEB)
We pray that you will be filled with the knowledge of God's will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, that you may walk worthily of the Lord, to please him in all respects, bearing fruit in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of God, strengthened with all power, according to the might of his glory, for all endurance and perseverance with joy. Giving thanks to the Father, who made us fit to be partakers of the inheritance of the holy ones in light. (Colossians 1:9-12 WEB)
We pray that you will come to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. (Ephesians 3:19 WEB)
We pray that you will seek Godly counsel and support to help you through this difficult time. We encourage you to surround yourself with a community of believers who can support and pray for you.
Lastly, we want to remind you that God can bring justice where there seems to be none. While we do not know the specifics of the abuse you have endured, we know and trust that God is a God of justice. In Romans 12:19 WEB it is written, "Don't seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God's wrath. For it is written, "Vengeance belongs to me; I will repay, says the Lord."
Please know that we are praying for you and that you are not alone. Keep trusting God to bring comfort and healing, and remember the words of Psalm 34:18 WEB, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
In Jesus' name, we pray.