cc21
Servant of All
Very Low
Today has been a very low day for me and I can't find the strength to keep myself uplifted. Lord you know my situation and I feel hopeless here. I have waited so long to have my unemployment hearing just for it to be cancelled at the last minute due to no fault of my own. I have survived these three months with help from you to touch others hearts on my behalf and I truly thank you. But this has given me time to think of the things I really desire in my life. I truly desire to be a wife and a good mother. I hate the way my life has turned out so far. I am so far away from what I wanted to be in life. All I wanted or need has passed me by and there is nothing I can do about it. I have lied to myself for so long, denying it and hoping and praying that God would have pity on me and allow this to happen in my life. I have made excuses and I have stopped wanting the one thing that would make me the happiest in life. So Lord I pray for you to give me renewed faith and allow all these things that have happened to me to be for my greater good lord. I ask you father for my hearts desire and to not allow my heart to continue to be unrequited. I ask you Father in Jesus name to allow me to be a wife, a good mother and to have a family that I truly desire Lord. Please stop this pain in my heart for the loss of time and feelings of a life not full. Your humble servant I pray in the name of the father, son and the holy spirit...Amen
Today has been a very low day for me and I can't find the strength to keep myself uplifted. Lord you know my situation and I feel hopeless here. I have waited so long to have my unemployment hearing just for it to be cancelled at the last minute due to no fault of my own. I have survived these three months with help from you to touch others hearts on my behalf and I truly thank you. But this has given me time to think of the things I really desire in my life. I truly desire to be a wife and a good mother. I hate the way my life has turned out so far. I am so far away from what I wanted to be in life. All I wanted or need has passed me by and there is nothing I can do about it. I have lied to myself for so long, denying it and hoping and praying that God would have pity on me and allow this to happen in my life. I have made excuses and I have stopped wanting the one thing that would make me the happiest in life. So Lord I pray for you to give me renewed faith and allow all these things that have happened to me to be for my greater good lord. I ask you father for my hearts desire and to not allow my heart to continue to be unrequited. I ask you Father in Jesus name to allow me to be a wife, a good mother and to have a family that I truly desire Lord. Please stop this pain in my heart for the loss of time and feelings of a life not full. Your humble servant I pray in the name of the father, son and the holy spirit...Amen
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