Shaldalioth
Disciple of Prayer
Urgently need prayers. I am still having issues and they are getting worse. I try to live right and do what I’m suppose to and do right by people. My family and “friends” always screw me over or in every aspect I end up getting screwed. Everything I get I lose etc. it seems that God never intervenes in my behalf (in a positive light) and protects me or helps me. He definitely never answered my prayers(in a yes) for anything I ask for no matter if it would be good, positive or ease my pain & sufferings. I can honestly tell you I have no reason to be going through what I am going through besides “just because”. I’m praying for answers, for peace and a breakthrough. I neee urgent prayers! P.s I am not claiming to be holier than thou or any better than anyone. I just want a reason or reap for my sorrows and sufferings. For those around me (prayer warriors or unbelievers) none of them suffer in the ways or in anyway near how I do. Most prosper off me or prosper from my presence and live lavishly. I don’t understand why this is happening and I’ve prayed for a long time for a purpose or understanding of these trials and tribulation. I ask that you pray earnestly for a breakthrough or for a calming of the storm!