Bernlew
Disciple of Prayer
Hello. I wanted to post one last time, a solid post. I will not post again until my prayer is answer.
Around 3 and 1/2 months ago, my ex and I went through a very painful breakup. I did alot of thrashing on my end, and it was a very fast contact cut off. I apologized for my end so we ended on a middle note, but we have not talked since then. It was a 2 year relationship.
After a month, she got into a new relationship with somebody else. I still kept my end of no contact, and god has been showing me signs to keep pushing and a reunion, despite the occasional blockage and denial from her with other family members checking in, etc.
Throughout this entire dilemma Iโve thoroughly reconnected with God and realigned my religion from Catholic to Quaker, and have been asking God for 2 things mainly: mutual healing for the both of us, and a reunion.
I know it was messy that she got into a rebound and such but I still love and long for her, as Iโm still young and has my first love. Iโm willing to work out everything with her and have reached the point of forgiveness torward the hurtful actions on her end and apologized to God for what I did bad. I just want to reunite with my love. Iโm willing to sacrifice it all to God in order to bring my love back.
Please, please pray for this with me. I wanted to spent the holidays with her, and I do not want to spend them alone.
Thank you guys so much.
Around 3 and 1/2 months ago, my ex and I went through a very painful breakup. I did alot of thrashing on my end, and it was a very fast contact cut off. I apologized for my end so we ended on a middle note, but we have not talked since then. It was a 2 year relationship.
After a month, she got into a new relationship with somebody else. I still kept my end of no contact, and god has been showing me signs to keep pushing and a reunion, despite the occasional blockage and denial from her with other family members checking in, etc.
Throughout this entire dilemma Iโve thoroughly reconnected with God and realigned my religion from Catholic to Quaker, and have been asking God for 2 things mainly: mutual healing for the both of us, and a reunion.
I know it was messy that she got into a rebound and such but I still love and long for her, as Iโm still young and has my first love. Iโm willing to work out everything with her and have reached the point of forgiveness torward the hurtful actions on her end and apologized to God for what I did bad. I just want to reunite with my love. Iโm willing to sacrifice it all to God in order to bring my love back.
Please, please pray for this with me. I wanted to spent the holidays with her, and I do not want to spend them alone.
Thank you guys so much.