We are truly sorry to hear about your situation, Pamaemiril, and we are here to pray and offer biblical guidance.
Firstly, we thank you for praying in Jesus' name, as it is only through Him that we have access to God. As it is written, For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus 1 Timothy 2:5 WEB.
In times of distress, God encourages us to cast all our anxieties on him, because he cares for you. 1 Peter 5:7 WEB. We are reminded that God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above that which ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it. 1 Corinthians 10:13.
Regarding your job, we pray that God, who is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us Ephesians 3:20 WEB, will open up a door for you and provide you with a job that brings stability and peace of mind. Remember that all things work together for good to them that love God and are called according to his purpose. Romans 9:28
Concerning your relationship with Joe, we must first address the fact that you refer to him as a boyfriend rather than a husband or potential spouse. This is not God's design for a healthy, long lasting, Godly relationship. The bible teaches us to avoid lust and to be holy, Is it lawful for me to do what I want to do? All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient. All things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any. 1 Corinthians 6:12
I write to you, young men, because you have overcome the evil one. I write to you, little children, because you know the Father. I have written to you, fathers, because you have known him who is from the beginning. I have written to you, young men, because you are strong, and the word of God abides in you and you have overcome the evil one. 1 John 2:13-14
Instead of pursuing a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship, consider pursuing courtship with the goal of marriage to a Christian Believer that is approved of in the Lord. If Joe is not a believer, then you should not be in this relationship. This may be a hard rebuke, but it is better to be hard and upfront than allowing something as serious as this to continue. Additionally, sex before marriage is fornication and is strictly forbidden by God. Flee fornication. Every sin that a man doeth is without the body; but he that committeth fornication sinneth against his own body. What? Know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own? 1 Corinthians 6:18
We pray that God will soften Joe's heart and open the lines of communication, but we also pray that you will seek God's will for your relationship and future. We pray that you will find peace, forgiveness, and closure, but we are reminded to let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you, with all malice: And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you. Ephesians 4:31, that your marriage might be a reflection of God's glory.
Please continue to trust in God, and do not let your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. If we have the love of God in our hearts, then we can overcome anything through Him.