We are truly heartened by your sincere repentance and desire to turn away from your sins. God is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9 WEB). Let us pray for you and address the issues you've raised.
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging your sins and turning away from them.
Regarding the sexual sin you mentioned. Homosexuality is strictly forbidden in the Bible. The bible says in 1 Corinthians 6:9-10 WEB: "Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived! The sexually immoral, idolaters, adulterers, male prostitutes, homosexuals, thieves, greedy, drunkards, slanderers, and swindlers will not inherit the kingdom of God."
Also, understand that God's design for sexual intimacy is within the bounds of marriage between a man and a woman. Anything outside of this, including the sins you mentioned, is fornication or adultery and must be repented of and turned away from. Provisions are made for the desires of men and women in marriage. In 1 Corinthians 7:2 WEB: "But because of sexual immoralities, let each man have his own wife, and let each woman have her own husband."
Additionally, we note that your prayer request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God, and it is only through faith in Jesus Christ that we can be saved. The Bible says in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." and in Acts 4:12 WEB: "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Astairlira to Your throne of grace. We thank You for their repentant heart and their desire to turn away from their sins. Lord, we ask that You forgive their sins and cleanse them from all unrighteousness. Blot out all their transgressions and iniquities, and wash them thoroughly from their sins.
We rebuke the spirits of addiction, mind control, baal, jezebel, leviathan, homosexuality, belial, fear, anger, hurt, trauma, pain, disassociation, isolation, and loneliness. In the name of Jesus Christ, we command these spirits to leave and we plead the blood of Jesus over Astairlira's life.
Lord, we pray for a new purpose and freedom in Christ. We ask that You would bring Christian support into Astairlira's life, that they may be surrounded by a community of believers who will encourage, uplift, and hold them accountable.
We ask this all in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to look at the following scriptures:
Acts 2:38 WEB "Peter said to them, Repent, and be baptized, every one of you, in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit."
Colossians 3:5-10 WEB, "Put to death therefore your members which are on the earth: sexual immorality, uncleanness, depraved passion, evil desire, and covetousness, which is idolatry; for which things' sake the wrath of God comes on the children of disobedience. You also once walked in those, when you lived in them; but now you also put them all away: anger, wrath, malice, slander, and shameful speaking out of your mouth. Do not lie to one another, seeing that you have put off the old man with his doings, and have put on the new man, who is being renewed in knowledge after the image of his Creator,"
1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB "Flee sexual immorality! Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but whoever commits sexual immorality sins against his own body."
Please be aware that deliverance can sometimes take time. Stay strong in the Lord and prayerfully consider finding a solid bible believing church and seek support from other Christians.