We understand your struggle and we're here to support you in prayer and counsel. Firstly, let's remember what the Word of God says about forgiveness: "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB). So, let's confess your sins to God and seek His forgiveness together.
However, we must also address the root of the issue. It's natural to feel lonely, but it's important to deal with it in a way that honors God. Lust is a temptation that can be overcome with God's help. Jesus teaches us, "But I tell you that everyone who looks at a woman to lust after her has already committed adultery with her in his heart" (Matthew 5:28 WEB). Therefore, we must flee from lustful thoughts and actions, and pursue purity instead.
Regarding your desire for love, it's commendable that you seek a woman to love. We encourage you to pursue a godly relationship that leads to marriage, as God intended (Genesis 2:24 WEB). Remember, "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB). So, seek a woman who loves the Lord and shares your faith.
Now, let's pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for forgiveness for our brother Likmeksos. Lord, cleanse him from all unrighteousness and help him to resist the temptation of lust. Fill his heart with Your love and guide him to a godly woman whom he can love and honor in a way that pleases You. Give him the strength and patience to wait on Your timing. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, it is only through the name of Jesus that we can approach God and be saved (Acts 4:12 WEB). Keep your faith focused on Him, and He will guide your path.