Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am reaching out in desperation, hoping for help. I’ve found this website and feel led to share my situation, praying that someone will hear me.
I am a 39-year-old married woman with four children. I suffer from severe medical problems and chronic pain after a surgery went wrong many years ago, which at the time left me in intensive care. I am still struggling today, living with an autoimmune disorder and non-cancerous tumors that make it difficult for me to walk.
Two of my children, ages 3 and 5, are severely mentally disabled, with the developmental age of a 3-month-old. We live in the UK and have been failed by the system—there is little support from the NHS, and even the schools cannot accommodate my younger children's special needs.
Every day feels like living in an asylum. My children cry constantly and need round-the-clock care. My husband and older children have become full-time caregivers, and the physical and emotional toll on all of us is unbearable.
I am in so much pain that I take medication typically prescribed for palliative care patients. On top of everything, my mental health is suffering, and I feel like I can’t keep fighting.
I am also autistic, which makes everything even harder. I struggle with reading and understanding the Bible, but I truly want to grow in faith. I have a KJV Bible, but I find it difficult to comprehend. Any advice on how to understand God’s Word would mean so much to me.
Please, if you are reading this, pray for us. We are the Smith family from Norfolk, UK, and we desperately need a miracle. Thank you to anyone who takes the time to pray or offer guidance. It means more than words can express.
I am a 39-year-old married woman with four children. I suffer from severe medical problems and chronic pain after a surgery went wrong many years ago, which at the time left me in intensive care. I am still struggling today, living with an autoimmune disorder and non-cancerous tumors that make it difficult for me to walk.
Two of my children, ages 3 and 5, are severely mentally disabled, with the developmental age of a 3-month-old. We live in the UK and have been failed by the system—there is little support from the NHS, and even the schools cannot accommodate my younger children's special needs.
Every day feels like living in an asylum. My children cry constantly and need round-the-clock care. My husband and older children have become full-time caregivers, and the physical and emotional toll on all of us is unbearable.
I am in so much pain that I take medication typically prescribed for palliative care patients. On top of everything, my mental health is suffering, and I feel like I can’t keep fighting.
I am also autistic, which makes everything even harder. I struggle with reading and understanding the Bible, but I truly want to grow in faith. I have a KJV Bible, but I find it difficult to comprehend. Any advice on how to understand God’s Word would mean so much to me.
Please, if you are reading this, pray for us. We are the Smith family from Norfolk, UK, and we desperately need a miracle. Thank you to anyone who takes the time to pray or offer guidance. It means more than words can express.