astropepsi
Humble Servant
Please please pray for me!
Hi I'm Zack and I really desperately urgently need prayer for a great multitude of things please!
This morning when I get up (if I even sleep in the few hours I have left before I have to get up) I'm going to meet up and hangout with friends finally the first time in a very very long time and just need prayer protection miracles and blessings so I don't blow it and nothing bad happens to us or our friendship and meet up so I don't lose or alienate these people too like almost everyone else I've always been an unlovable burden and autistic and a bother to most people and just want everything to go well and not to lose or alienate these people either and also to make new friends soon since I'm autistic and an unlovable burden and struggled to make friends all my life and feel like everyone including God himself abandoned me and also pray for God to send me friends but I don't get an answer so please pray for me for that too please thanks!
Also one of my supposed friends birthday is today so I did/was going to/am say happy birthday to her and hopefully she gives me a sign she still likes and cares about me as a friend and wants to hangout and I get closure since I haven't really hears from her in like a year and thought she abandoned me but I pray to God and need you to pray to him for a miracle that he works and moves on her softens her heart fills it with love and compassion and grace mercy and she will finally respond and confirm she's still my friend and wants to hangout soon and didn't abandon me like everyone else and I hear back from her soon with confirmation she still likes and cares about me as a friend and wants to hangout soon please and that God softens her heart and moves on her and she didn't abandon me and I hear back positive things from her soon please!
Also ever since I gave my life to Christ over a decade ago I've always doubted my salvation and feared he'll and doubted and lacked assurance and am afraid of not going to heaven and missing the rapture being left behind etc but really hope and pray that's not it or the case and I'm truly born again and saved and filled and sealed with the Holy Spirit until the day of Redemption a new creation in Christ Jesus name written in the book of life never to be blotted out and when I said I gave my life to Christ all those hundreds of times and sinners prayers and saying I trusted in his finished work on the cross ar Cavalry it is finished so I can't add to or take away to his finished work on the cross yet still I fear and doubt my salvation I thought I accepted him as my Lord and Savior and believe in my heart God raised him from the dead and let his blood cover me and wash me clean, but I feel like since I don't bare fruit of the Holy Spirit or produce good works is my faith dead or false conversion you know them by their fruit but God says he knows our heart man only sees our outward actions but he said why do you say you love me and not do what I do and say to do I don't want him to say depart from me I never knew you am I saves is once saved always saves true will I be raptured Romans 10:9 says that if you confess thy Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead you will be saved and the Bible says all who call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved and if we ask him to forgive us he is quick and just to forgive our sins and cleanse us from all unrighreousness and wash it away as far as the east to west and all who believe on him shall not be put to shame but I'm still so scared so please pray for me for all those things too as well as physcial, mental, emotional, psychological, and spiritual healing and miracles and blessings all around please, thanks so much I really appreciate it!
Zack
Hi I'm Zack and I really desperately urgently need prayer for a great multitude of things please!
This morning when I get up (if I even sleep in the few hours I have left before I have to get up) I'm going to meet up and hangout with friends finally the first time in a very very long time and just need prayer protection miracles and blessings so I don't blow it and nothing bad happens to us or our friendship and meet up so I don't lose or alienate these people too like almost everyone else I've always been an unlovable burden and autistic and a bother to most people and just want everything to go well and not to lose or alienate these people either and also to make new friends soon since I'm autistic and an unlovable burden and struggled to make friends all my life and feel like everyone including God himself abandoned me and also pray for God to send me friends but I don't get an answer so please pray for me for that too please thanks!
Also one of my supposed friends birthday is today so I did/was going to/am say happy birthday to her and hopefully she gives me a sign she still likes and cares about me as a friend and wants to hangout and I get closure since I haven't really hears from her in like a year and thought she abandoned me but I pray to God and need you to pray to him for a miracle that he works and moves on her softens her heart fills it with love and compassion and grace mercy and she will finally respond and confirm she's still my friend and wants to hangout soon and didn't abandon me like everyone else and I hear back from her soon with confirmation she still likes and cares about me as a friend and wants to hangout soon please and that God softens her heart and moves on her and she didn't abandon me and I hear back positive things from her soon please!
Also ever since I gave my life to Christ over a decade ago I've always doubted my salvation and feared he'll and doubted and lacked assurance and am afraid of not going to heaven and missing the rapture being left behind etc but really hope and pray that's not it or the case and I'm truly born again and saved and filled and sealed with the Holy Spirit until the day of Redemption a new creation in Christ Jesus name written in the book of life never to be blotted out and when I said I gave my life to Christ all those hundreds of times and sinners prayers and saying I trusted in his finished work on the cross ar Cavalry it is finished so I can't add to or take away to his finished work on the cross yet still I fear and doubt my salvation I thought I accepted him as my Lord and Savior and believe in my heart God raised him from the dead and let his blood cover me and wash me clean, but I feel like since I don't bare fruit of the Holy Spirit or produce good works is my faith dead or false conversion you know them by their fruit but God says he knows our heart man only sees our outward actions but he said why do you say you love me and not do what I do and say to do I don't want him to say depart from me I never knew you am I saves is once saved always saves true will I be raptured Romans 10:9 says that if you confess thy Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead you will be saved and the Bible says all who call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved and if we ask him to forgive us he is quick and just to forgive our sins and cleanse us from all unrighreousness and wash it away as far as the east to west and all who believe on him shall not be put to shame but I'm still so scared so please pray for me for all those things too as well as physcial, mental, emotional, psychological, and spiritual healing and miracles and blessings all around please, thanks so much I really appreciate it!
Zack