Bemenra
Humble Prayer Partner
I feel like ### & ### morphed into one. I am in ###. I moved here with no place to live, no car and limited $$. It’s been cold the last few days, -### one day. My “beater with a heater” would not start. The heater pad under the battery had been damaged. It’s fixed now. The previous owner and I fixed it in the dark, -### degrees. I am in the shelter; it’s a different world, a world I’m not used to. I regularly hear cursing, talks of weed, smoking, “just got out of prison” and ankle bracelets. I am uncomfortable. My basketball team went to ###-###. Despite my efforts with them, I’ve been written up twice. In school, there are a lot of unwritten rules and the only way you know them is if someone happens to tell you or you break them. It’s frustrating, very frustrating. Yesterday, I was “suspended with pay” for a different issue. I was escorted out of the building due to a false background issue. It was embarrassing and humiliating. I believe God was with me as I kept calm and exited the building with nowhere to go. It’s times like that, I think “why God?” I’ve worked so hard to get here, to take these steps, etc. As a Christian, I’m always thinking “God is working; he’s up to something…” I just wish it wasn’t so painful. Thankfully, I was able to find a paper that should fix the situation quickly. I found it by the “grace of God” (2 Cor 12:10). I still can’t believe I found it so quickly. In ###, I was number ### sales agent. I looked at another company and got let go. My boss hated to let me go. Being let go, caused to move to help a small church in a no nothing town. I had a great house, met my wife, baptized ###-### into Christ, started teaching school to supplement my pay. Looking back I see God’s hand. So, yesterday was a really bad day. So, I have brought this info to you because I believe in prayer and the power of prayer (James 5:16). My faith is in God; he sees me in bunk B-### just below the guy with the ankle bracelet. Yesterday, thankfully the Union President was “all ears” to my situation. I went and did door dash and made $### in ###+ hours. I will do the same today. I will leave the shelter soon and go do door dash and wait for any news. I love God, Jesus, Spirit, etc. I really do. I realize, God is always testing us, building us up into Christlikeness, etc. But I am in pain and so I come to you for prayer. I don’t like reporting these things… but I believe in prayer so much that I want you to know so you can pray for me. Please pray: My wife’s heart softened and that reconciliation can happen. I miss my children so badly. If God is allowing these things in my life, I trust they are also happening in her life. I don’t know what God will do with the school, coaching, etc. God may be moving me elsewhere, back into ministry or ???? ### moved around a lot before God settled him. I love God with all my heart. I’m in pain. I’m not afraid to die to be with Jesus. Please pray I will be strong.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.