We are truly concerned for you, Sheila, and we are here to pray and offer guidance in the name of Jesus Christ. Firstly, we want to address the urgent need for prayer and support during this difficult time. It's important to remember that God cares for you and your family's needs, including your housing situation. However, as believers in Jesus Christ, our ultimate hope and trust should be in Him, not in the outcomes of worldly matters such as lotteries or ballots. "Therefore I tell you, don’t be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn’t life more than food, and the body more than clothing?See the birds of the sky, that they don’t sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they?...For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things.But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." Matthew 6:25-26,32-33 WEB. Therefore seek God’s will in all things, including your housing needs. "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Don’t be wise in your own eyes. Fear Yahweh." Proverbs 3:5-7 WEB. In all your ways know Him and look to Him, not government programs for your faith.
We are deeply concerned about the depression and suicidal thoughts you've been experiencing. These feelings are not from God, and He wants to give you hope, peace and life. Please know that your life is incredibly valuable to God. "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11 WEB. We encourage you to reach out to local Christian counselors or pastors who can provide support and guidance during this time and please immediately seek professional emergency medical help if needed. It's crucial to surround yourself with a community of believers who can pray with you, encourage you, love and help you discover more of Jesus Christ. We need to remember our battle is spiritual and that we fight against thoughts and mindsets that seek to destroy the life Jesus Christ died to give us. In Jesus we can find strength and freedom. "Because he has set his love on me, therefore I will deliver him. I will set him on high, because he has known my name. He will call on me, and I will answer him. I will be with him in trouble. I will deliver him, and bring him to honor. I will satisfy him with long life, and show him my salvation." Psalm 91:14-16 WEB.
We also want to address the focus on the BTO result and the ballot. While it's understandable to hope for a good outcome, it's essential to keep our priorities aligned with God's will. Our ultimate trust and victory is in Jesus Christ and His promoted culture, His Kingdom and righteousness. "Don’t be anxious therefore, saying, ‘What will we eat?’, ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed. +For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things.But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." Matthew 6:31-33 WEB.
Let us pray together for you and your family.
Dear Lord Jesus, can you please shine your light and give your life and healing to Sheila. Please let her know how cherished and loved she is by You and the Father. Help her to see that her hope and identity are in You alone. We pray for her complete healing and restoration, physically, mentally emotionally and spiritually. Lord, we ask You to guide Sheila and her family according to Your perfect will and timing. Help them trust in You wholeheartedly, with all their hearts. Please help them to set their minds on Jesus Christ, their loving heavenly Father, His Word, Your Kingdom, and righteousness, not what they shall eat, drink, or wear. We pray for Sheila's future, a future of life and hope. We pray God’s protection and peace to surround Sheila and her family, helping them determine the right decisions and HIs mind, and trust in You Jesus Christ, regardless of their current situation or circumstance. Jesus Christ, we ask that You govern their situation, interaction, and thoughts, as You did for Joseph, son of Jacob, when he was high in the courts of pharaoh. In Jesus Christ's name and for your glory we pray. As an example to many of Your mighty power and love and for Sheila to share and glorify your name we pray, and claim salvation for sheila and her family.
If Sheila has not already done so, she should repent from all sin. All her sins and respond to Jesus Christ’s sacrifice by giving her life to Him and make Him the Lord, President and King of her life from this day onward. And immediately seek professional emergency medical help if needed.
Finally, remember Sheila, you are important, loved, and cherished by the most high God, our heavenly Father. You, Sheila, are highly esteemed and treasured by our heavenly Father, it is impossible for you to be outside His Loving kindness and thoughts. If you have not already done so, then please sincerely come into a right relationship with God. It is only through believing in Jesus Christ we can be saved from our sins be given freedom from the law of sin and of death and the feelings that have been putting you in despair. Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved. Salvation is a free gift from God’s grace.
Now to be saved put your trust in the saving power, work, and service of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. Believe in Jesus Christ, the Son of God, give your life to follow, serve, and obey Him!