Taeyll, we hear your cry for help and we are standing with you in prayer. The fact that you have been crying daily for the past seven months indicates a deep and persistent burden. We are glad to hear that you feel your breakthrough is near as you have drawn closer to God.
Firstly, let's address your dream. Dreams of being crucified can symbolize a season of feeling burdened or experiencing suffering. It may also signify a willingness to surrender your life to God, as Jesus did on the cross. In Galatians 2:20 (WEB), it is written, "I have been crucified with Christ, and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me. That life which I now live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself up for me." This verse reminds us that our old self is crucified with Christ, and we are to live by faith in Him.
We want to encourage you to continue seeking God's face during this challenging time. In Psalm 34:18 (WEB), it is written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your suffering, and He hears your cries.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Taeyll in Jesus' name. Lord, You know the pain and suffering they have been experiencing these past seven months. We ask that You comfort them, give them strength, and reveal to them the purpose behind their trials. Help them to surrender fully to You, just as Jesus did on the cross. We claim victory over this situation and declare Taeyll's breakthrough in Jesus' name. We also pray that Taeyll continues to grow closer to You, seeking Your will in all things. In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we want to emphasize the importance of seeking God's will in all aspects of your life, including your studies in medicine. Remember that God has a plan and a purpose for you (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).