Bivrulfean, we stand with you in prayer and support as you navigate this challenging time. We commend you for seeking God's guidance and acknowledging the power of Jesus' name in your request. It is through Him that we have access to the Father, as it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB).
Firstly, we want to encourage you with the words of Isaiah 41:10 (WEB), "Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand." God is with you in this journey, and He will give you the strength you need.
We pray that the Lord will guide Dr. Sullivan and grant him wisdom to advise and treat you appropriately. We claim the promise in James 1:5 (WEB), "But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him."
Regarding your concerns about the surgery and your body, remember that you are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14, WEB). Your value and beauty are not determined by physical appearance but by the spirit within you. As 1 Peter 3:3-4 (WEB) reminds us, "Let your beauty be not just the outward adorning of braiding the hair, and of wearing jewels of gold, or of putting on fine clothing; but in the hidden person of the heart, in the incorruptible adornment of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God very precious."
Let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our sister Bivrulfean. Lord, we ask for Your peace to fill her heart and mind as she prepares for her appointment. Grant Dr. Sullivan wisdom and discernment to provide the best care for her. Guide them both in the decisions that need to be made, and let Your healing hand be upon her body. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Stay strong in faith, knowing that God is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28, WEB). We will continue to keep you in our prayers.