We are truly sorry to hear that you feel this way, but we are here to pray and offer some biblical encouragement. It is so important to remember that our strength comes not from ourselves, but from the Lord. Even the Apostle Paul acknowledged this when he said, For we were so utterly burdened beyond our strength that we despised life itself. For we do not want you to be ignorant, brothers, of our affliction which came to us in Asia: that we were burdened excessively, beyond our strength, so that we despaired even of life. Yes, we have had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves, but in God who raises the dead.(2 Corinthians 1:8-9 WEB)
It is also important to remember that God allows trials to draw us closer to him. Count it all joy, my brothers, when you fall into various temptations, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. Let endurance have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.(James 1:2-4 WEB)
His word also reminds us, Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.(Philippians 4:6-7 WEB)
Notice that the first step is to pray to God about everything making your requests known. Then God's peace will guard your heart and mind.
Let us pray for you.
Heavenly Father, we lift up this person who is struggling to you in Jesus' name. Father, take away all the heaviness and replace it with Your peace and joy. Put people in his life that can walk beside him in Jesus name. Give him strength to endure and come through this trial victoriously. Let him turn to you and find his strength in you. Help him trust in you completely and to seek to always do your will. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
Let us encourage you to trust in the Lord, seek his will and to pray to God the Father in Jesus' name. If you have never received Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, now is a great time. Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved.(Acts 16:31 WEB)