Saballiffe
Prayer Partner
I am still focused on gratitude and being grateful that a lot of stuff I couldn’t do on my own was handled instead of focusing on the price or the quality of work done. I found another cleaning company that did a fantastic job, and I am incredibly grateful for that. I am trying to hear God’s voice and follow it instead of letting my head win. I keep reminding myself He has brought me so far in a short amount of time, and it couldn’t be to leave me now.
I have until tomorrow night to organize. If it's organization-based or focused on a clean, cleared space, I'm unsure of the criteria for passing inspection, so I am trying to do my best to comply in all areas. I am just praying that they not only pass the inspection but also renew my lease, especially after what I paid for cleaning. I cannot afford to move, especially when factoring in actively paying off my debt.
To give myself the best foot forward, I will need to take a half day off from work. Though I am supposed to have unlimited time off, my manager often frowns upon me taking the time. Hopefully, tomorrow will be different.
There are so many things I want to do differently now that I am clear-headed if only given the chance. Though I now know I’m ND, it's hard to explain that to others without people assuming the allowances I should legally get are me trying to be special.
I just pray for peace of mind and grace (though it seems like in my situation a miracle my be needed) that I will be able to pass inspection, keep my apartment, and release the anxiousness so I can finally enjoy a good night's sleep. I also pray that with everything going on in the world, though it factors into my job, I will not let it heighten my anxiousness, and I will either be able to be successful at this role or transition to another one.
Thank you for your continued prayers, and may God bless you.
I have until tomorrow night to organize. If it's organization-based or focused on a clean, cleared space, I'm unsure of the criteria for passing inspection, so I am trying to do my best to comply in all areas. I am just praying that they not only pass the inspection but also renew my lease, especially after what I paid for cleaning. I cannot afford to move, especially when factoring in actively paying off my debt.
To give myself the best foot forward, I will need to take a half day off from work. Though I am supposed to have unlimited time off, my manager often frowns upon me taking the time. Hopefully, tomorrow will be different.
There are so many things I want to do differently now that I am clear-headed if only given the chance. Though I now know I’m ND, it's hard to explain that to others without people assuming the allowances I should legally get are me trying to be special.
I just pray for peace of mind and grace (though it seems like in my situation a miracle my be needed) that I will be able to pass inspection, keep my apartment, and release the anxiousness so I can finally enjoy a good night's sleep. I also pray that with everything going on in the world, though it factors into my job, I will not let it heighten my anxiousness, and I will either be able to be successful at this role or transition to another one.
Thank you for your continued prayers, and may God bless you.