Jonathan B.
Humble Prayer Partner
---Update #1---
Hi everyone, I'm following up to ask for continued prayer and to add a little more detail because of a
comment left by "hostadmin" " Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect."
There is a part of this request that I didn't mention. Ever since I was young God has given me visions
and has spoken to me in vivid ways. I have received 5 promises with varying degrees of detail over the
last 25 years regarding His provision for not only a wife and a joining of my mom and I into family. He also promised that after I meet my future wife that He is going to call us into a ministry of some sort. The last of those promises was my wife and I in our older age praying over children tucked into bed along with the realization that they are actually our grandchildren. I have absolutely no doubt in my mind and spirit that these promises are true and from God. One of those promises came at a time in my life were our family was still united and happy and in my mind I was certain that my parents would always be together. God had to tell me three times that my family would be my wife, her family, my mom, and I because I argued with Him that nothing would ever happen to my dad and certainly my parents would never be apart. Yet here we are all these years later and my mom and I are waiting on the other part of that promise.
Because of those things I was a happy, contented single who has always been at peace with relying on the promises that Father God has given me. He has proven faithful in every other respect so... About a year and a half ago out of the blue and with no other changes in my life something inside of me flipped like a switch. I suddenly had a horrible since of despair and urgency over this whole matter. At the same time I started having strong burdens to pray not only for those promises to be fulfilled but, for revival in this country after seeing how much Christianity here in the US is like the Laodicean Church that Jesus warned of in Revelations. I have this horrible since of urgency for God to bring my wife and her family into our lives and to guide us into whatever it is that we're to do.
I've asked Him to take the loneliness and the longings and desires away to see His promises fulfilled if that isn't His plan. I've asked for Him to give me just a little peace and to lead me into whatever I'm supposed to do and/or ministry that I'm supposed to have instead or in the meantime. Every time, I ask for those things the loneliness, pain, longings, desires, since of urgency, and burdens to pray grows exponentially. Every time, it's like I've been told to wait. I am reaching out to as many people to pray as possible only because I feel like God is calling me to do so. I feel like this needs to be lifted up urgently, and fervently for as long as it takes.
Please, brothers and sisters, continue intercession for all of this but, most of all that God would bring revival and that He would use me fully in the way that He has planned. I'm ready to go, say, and do whatever He asks of me at whatever the cost. I simply have been asking for prayer for my mom and I and for us to be united with my sweetheart and her family because I know in my heart that the rest will surely follow and that is what God promised, it's what all of my dreams and heart's desires are based on because He put them there. Please trust me and believe me when I say that my mom and I have the same gifts and we have both had confirmations that we can stand on in complete faith.
---Original Request---
I'm a single guy in my late thirties with no siblings. Almost 9 years ago I had to move my mom in with me due to a horrible separation and divorce after almost 32 yrs of marriage. Since then we have been abandoned and pushed aside by pretty much everyone. It seems like the more time goes by the more isolated we become. We are both very lonely and need companionship, love, and family. My mom has been praying for a beautiful godly woman for me since I was like 4 or 5 and I have been waiting for so long for that person. Please pray for God to give us both His Love and Peace and for His mercy, grace, and blessings for us. As we both get older and time goes by it's getting harder to hold on to hope. I want this for both of us and I want my mom to be able to hold and play with grandchildren of her own. Please pray for us, and for God to deliver the miracles that He promised and that we have been waiting on.
I've been really looking back on my life and thinking lately about how my life has gone. I can see how God has provided for my physical needs but even though He created me with a deep love and compassion for people He has never provided for my needs for companionship, affection, and quality time. It's a long story but, I've been rejected or abandoned by everyone my whole life. I just long for a special connection with someone who I know will be there to encourage me and give me that love and affection that I just crave so badly. I ask God to give me peace, help me be content, and to take away at least some of my loneliness and every time it only get's worse. Once something happens to my mom I literally will have no one. It's so hard to have hope and trust in God to do those things for me when He hasn't for almost 38 years of my life so far. What is there to hold onto for hope that he'll change something for me now?
I need a miracle in a huge way!!!
Hi everyone, I'm following up to ask for continued prayer and to add a little more detail because of a
comment left by "hostadmin" " Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect."
There is a part of this request that I didn't mention. Ever since I was young God has given me visions
and has spoken to me in vivid ways. I have received 5 promises with varying degrees of detail over the
last 25 years regarding His provision for not only a wife and a joining of my mom and I into family. He also promised that after I meet my future wife that He is going to call us into a ministry of some sort. The last of those promises was my wife and I in our older age praying over children tucked into bed along with the realization that they are actually our grandchildren. I have absolutely no doubt in my mind and spirit that these promises are true and from God. One of those promises came at a time in my life were our family was still united and happy and in my mind I was certain that my parents would always be together. God had to tell me three times that my family would be my wife, her family, my mom, and I because I argued with Him that nothing would ever happen to my dad and certainly my parents would never be apart. Yet here we are all these years later and my mom and I are waiting on the other part of that promise.
Because of those things I was a happy, contented single who has always been at peace with relying on the promises that Father God has given me. He has proven faithful in every other respect so... About a year and a half ago out of the blue and with no other changes in my life something inside of me flipped like a switch. I suddenly had a horrible since of despair and urgency over this whole matter. At the same time I started having strong burdens to pray not only for those promises to be fulfilled but, for revival in this country after seeing how much Christianity here in the US is like the Laodicean Church that Jesus warned of in Revelations. I have this horrible since of urgency for God to bring my wife and her family into our lives and to guide us into whatever it is that we're to do.
I've asked Him to take the loneliness and the longings and desires away to see His promises fulfilled if that isn't His plan. I've asked for Him to give me just a little peace and to lead me into whatever I'm supposed to do and/or ministry that I'm supposed to have instead or in the meantime. Every time, I ask for those things the loneliness, pain, longings, desires, since of urgency, and burdens to pray grows exponentially. Every time, it's like I've been told to wait. I am reaching out to as many people to pray as possible only because I feel like God is calling me to do so. I feel like this needs to be lifted up urgently, and fervently for as long as it takes.
Please, brothers and sisters, continue intercession for all of this but, most of all that God would bring revival and that He would use me fully in the way that He has planned. I'm ready to go, say, and do whatever He asks of me at whatever the cost. I simply have been asking for prayer for my mom and I and for us to be united with my sweetheart and her family because I know in my heart that the rest will surely follow and that is what God promised, it's what all of my dreams and heart's desires are based on because He put them there. Please trust me and believe me when I say that my mom and I have the same gifts and we have both had confirmations that we can stand on in complete faith.
---Original Request---
I'm a single guy in my late thirties with no siblings. Almost 9 years ago I had to move my mom in with me due to a horrible separation and divorce after almost 32 yrs of marriage. Since then we have been abandoned and pushed aside by pretty much everyone. It seems like the more time goes by the more isolated we become. We are both very lonely and need companionship, love, and family. My mom has been praying for a beautiful godly woman for me since I was like 4 or 5 and I have been waiting for so long for that person. Please pray for God to give us both His Love and Peace and for His mercy, grace, and blessings for us. As we both get older and time goes by it's getting harder to hold on to hope. I want this for both of us and I want my mom to be able to hold and play with grandchildren of her own. Please pray for us, and for God to deliver the miracles that He promised and that we have been waiting on.
I've been really looking back on my life and thinking lately about how my life has gone. I can see how God has provided for my physical needs but even though He created me with a deep love and compassion for people He has never provided for my needs for companionship, affection, and quality time. It's a long story but, I've been rejected or abandoned by everyone my whole life. I just long for a special connection with someone who I know will be there to encourage me and give me that love and affection that I just crave so badly. I ask God to give me peace, help me be content, and to take away at least some of my loneliness and every time it only get's worse. Once something happens to my mom I literally will have no one. It's so hard to have hope and trust in God to do those things for me when He hasn't for almost 38 years of my life so far. What is there to hold onto for hope that he'll change something for me now?
I need a miracle in a huge way!!!