Tifnoch
Disciple of Prayer
I hope you find it well in your heart to help with my prayer request. I have been traditionally married for 2 years. I have been mostly sad than happy in the 2 years. My husband is turning 35 and I am 31. This past weekend he only spent less than an hour with me, and spent the rest out drinking with his friends. This happens most weekends. He goes out and comes back in the ams. We are not intimate. The last time we were intimate was 3 weeks ago. Before then it had been 2 months. He got himself involved into gambling and that has been causing trouble for us financially. He lies and says he has stopped but he isn't being honest. I don't feel loved and I am in pain. We have gone to 2 pastors in hope of finding a solution but nothing is changing. The painful part is he doesn't see anything wrong with what he is doing. And when he decides to apologise he doesn't keep his word. It's easy to disappoint me than to disappoint his friends. I am tired of having to be the one who has to be submissive to someone who doesn't show me that he loves me. I always have to do right by him but he never does right by me. I have prayed so much for his character but nothing is changing. It's getting worse. Please help me with prayer.