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I am not happy every single day. I complain about my life every single day. I wish things were different but its not I wish things were better but its not. I dreamed about a better life a wonderful life drama free stress free but it will never happen as long as in this earth. I wanted good things out of life from
God but i cantner get them so now its not that i gave up or kust stop asking its more lile im just being realistic with this earth, realistic with God, God can only give me things from the earth, so i asked myself why bother God im asking him things that are not from this earth he cant never give me. So its good and better to stay silent with God. I got tired of asking the same things over and over again, being patient for absolutely nothing now i feel relieved because i finally came to my senses that God can't give me those things I wanted them before but now I no longer want them I am just going to deal without having them in my life. I just want prayers from who ever read this post please don't just read it help me and reach out to me. I just need prayers so that I feel fully content with myself. I decided to not want things God can't give me. And I won't accept what God will have for me because I already know I will not approve them. I want to feel good about myself. I want to be successful on my own. I want to be independent its not just that I want I have no choices. I am single it has been that way for years and it will stay that way for the rest of my life because there is nothing out there. I don't mind anymore as long as long as God bring me happiness as a single person. I no longer want to get married because I don't believe it for me, I just want prayers for me to be happy alone single for the rest of my life. I don't want children so I want to be strong now so that I am not get pressure from family friends the environment around me asking me stupid questions do I have a boyfriend, when will I get married, do
I want children. Please pray for me thanks.
God but i cantner get them so now its not that i gave up or kust stop asking its more lile im just being realistic with this earth, realistic with God, God can only give me things from the earth, so i asked myself why bother God im asking him things that are not from this earth he cant never give me. So its good and better to stay silent with God. I got tired of asking the same things over and over again, being patient for absolutely nothing now i feel relieved because i finally came to my senses that God can't give me those things I wanted them before but now I no longer want them I am just going to deal without having them in my life. I just want prayers from who ever read this post please don't just read it help me and reach out to me. I just need prayers so that I feel fully content with myself. I decided to not want things God can't give me. And I won't accept what God will have for me because I already know I will not approve them. I want to feel good about myself. I want to be successful on my own. I want to be independent its not just that I want I have no choices. I am single it has been that way for years and it will stay that way for the rest of my life because there is nothing out there. I don't mind anymore as long as long as God bring me happiness as a single person. I no longer want to get married because I don't believe it for me, I just want prayers for me to be happy alone single for the rest of my life. I don't want children so I want to be strong now so that I am not get pressure from family friends the environment around me asking me stupid questions do I have a boyfriend, when will I get married, do
I want children. Please pray for me thanks.
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