natasha2
Beloved of All
NO worries.
Only joy.
Fullfilled needs.
Fullfilled desire written down in countless notebooks over the years (2000-2024). I wait literally for them to be fullfilled for 24 years and more.
DREAM LOVE/HUSBAND
DREAM JOB
DREAM HOME
MY BROTHER TO LOVE AND CARE FOR ME
REAL FRIENDS
BLESSED CHURCH FULL OF THE HOLY SPIRIT
MY FAMILY SAVED
HARMONY AND LOVE IN MY FAMILY
I don't see any of this (and more) happening and I am starting to lose hope that God will ever do it. Many of God's people here say that maybe it is not God's will and it brings only even more depression and despair.
Lord, I need your help and intervention.
I need your knowledge about all of this.
I need your insight and revelation about this.
I need your patience.
I need your eyes.
I need your ears.
I need your heart.
I need you now, Lord.
Let me see everything I need to see.
Let me hear everything I need to hear.
I don't like my life now at all.
Is this everything you have for me?
I am really not satisfied and not fulfilled.
Should I pray every day for the rest of my life for depression and anxiety to leave because my needs and desires are not fulfilled for such a long time.
Lord, help.
Only joy.
Fullfilled needs.
Fullfilled desire written down in countless notebooks over the years (2000-2024). I wait literally for them to be fullfilled for 24 years and more.
DREAM LOVE/HUSBAND
DREAM JOB
DREAM HOME
MY BROTHER TO LOVE AND CARE FOR ME
REAL FRIENDS
BLESSED CHURCH FULL OF THE HOLY SPIRIT
MY FAMILY SAVED
HARMONY AND LOVE IN MY FAMILY
I don't see any of this (and more) happening and I am starting to lose hope that God will ever do it. Many of God's people here say that maybe it is not God's will and it brings only even more depression and despair.
Lord, I need your help and intervention.
I need your knowledge about all of this.
I need your insight and revelation about this.
I need your patience.
I need your eyes.
I need your ears.
I need your heart.
I need you now, Lord.
Let me see everything I need to see.
Let me hear everything I need to hear.
I don't like my life now at all.
Is this everything you have for me?
I am really not satisfied and not fulfilled.
Should I pray every day for the rest of my life for depression and anxiety to leave because my needs and desires are not fulfilled for such a long time.
Lord, help.