natasha2
Beloved of All
NO worries.
Only joy.
Fullfilled needs.
Fullfilled desire written down in countless notebookes over the years (2000-2024). I wait litteraly for them to be fullfilled for 24 years and more.
DREAM LOVE/HUSBAND
DREAM JOB
DREAM HOME
MY BROTHER TO LOVE AND CARE FOR ME
REAL FRIENDS
BLESSED CHURCH FULL OF THE HOLY SPIRIT
MY FAMILY SAVED
HARMONY AND LOVE IN MY FAMILY
I dont see any of this (and more) happening and i am starting to loose hope that God will ever do it. Many of Gods people here say that maybe it is not Gods will and it brings only even more depression and despair.
Lord i need your help and intervention
I need you knowledge about all of this
I need your insight and revelation about this
I need your patience
I need your eyes
I need your ears
I need your heart
I need you now Lord
Let me see everything i need to see
Let me hear everything i need to hear
I dont like my life now at all.
Is this everything you have for me?
I am really not satisfied and not fullfilled.
Should i pray every day for thecrest of my life for depression and anxiety to leave because my needs and desires are not fullfilled for such a long time.
Lord help
Only joy.
Fullfilled needs.
Fullfilled desire written down in countless notebookes over the years (2000-2024). I wait litteraly for them to be fullfilled for 24 years and more.
DREAM LOVE/HUSBAND
DREAM JOB
DREAM HOME
MY BROTHER TO LOVE AND CARE FOR ME
REAL FRIENDS
BLESSED CHURCH FULL OF THE HOLY SPIRIT
MY FAMILY SAVED
HARMONY AND LOVE IN MY FAMILY
I dont see any of this (and more) happening and i am starting to loose hope that God will ever do it. Many of Gods people here say that maybe it is not Gods will and it brings only even more depression and despair.
Lord i need your help and intervention
I need you knowledge about all of this
I need your insight and revelation about this
I need your patience
I need your eyes
I need your ears
I need your heart
I need you now Lord
Let me see everything i need to see
Let me hear everything i need to hear
I dont like my life now at all.
Is this everything you have for me?
I am really not satisfied and not fullfilled.
Should i pray every day for thecrest of my life for depression and anxiety to leave because my needs and desires are not fullfilled for such a long time.
Lord help