Understanding why I am where I am living

[phelan]

I'm having a hard time understand Gods plan for me. I have a new sister from my original family. That treated me horrible for really no reason. Weighing more heavy on the negative then subjective or objective. When it comes to my other family, their has been alot of torn apart issues from the past and alot of my siblings are from adoption a part of other families. That is difficult too; my other sister has been great, but we arent related. She has been a notch from my school loans while she goes out and parties and tries to find a guy for her and her daughter. Becuase of her crappy life choices I feel like I have been sharing in her burden of being a weak person. She hasn't had the most help, but it's from her partying and somewhat Ignorance of poverty. In the areas she has lived in, I have made sacrifices for my new neice. I am just having a hard time understanding what it is that Jesus wants me to see with this woman. Who dont make alot of sense when it comes to human relations and inner circles. I used to live my myself, becuase my family treated me like crap. She at least called me and asked how I was doing. I am also the only other person who could of helped her to get her son back or visitation. Becuase she used to date my brother for some time. We kind of gotten close, I am just irritated right now, I'm not so prideful to see my own faults. When it comes to this women who used to try and take care of her daughter, who I have grown to love. She has came up short trying to run around and find a new guy to take care of her. I couldn't tell of it was sexual in nature or she was really trying to find a new guy to take care of them both. While I am going to Christian college and neglect me sexual desires to be able to utilize my G.I. Bill to finish up my degree. I feel at times we as people dont complain more like bellowing of what is happening in their lives they cant make sense of.

 

[Brother James]

Praying with and for you in Jesus.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[phelan]

More like I been ignoring myself so she can go love her life more then I have my own becuase of financial reasons. If my family cleaned up their issues instead of taking it out on others. Then I would have no problem, in trying to reach out to them again. Yet again I am stuck in a rut, thinking about escaping from here. Becuase I can be her financial support anymore and never really gives me the respect I deserve always about her, which is draining. Her microwave breaks, I get her a new one. We have a friend who wants me to go roofing with him. I being in the Army for ten years love physical work. I just dont want to work harder for me, while I keep dishing out money for her. Which seems like a bottomless pit. I have yet to find the right woman in my life, I have been waiting and trying and nothing. I have faith, but the military dont always pay so much. To be going out their again and breaking my back for myself to get all those things that talk about the American dream. My sister Autumn gets ignorant when I cant pay her the stuff she wants. Well what about her illiterate degenerate ex boyfriend who is too stupid to know he has a daughter. To concentrated on his own selfish ambitions and cant even tell that he is being like that becuase he isnt smart enough. To me that sounds like an excuse and someday he could find himself on the other end of the law that talks about being an important part of Christian secularism. I dont know, I'm a bit perplexed and overwhelmed.

 

[Texas1973]

Praying with and for you. God bless you.

 

[Vickyzephaniah]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[mycorize]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Cheryl "The Earthly Angel"]

Holy God and loving Father, I consciously place my fears, worries, anxieties, and burdens in your hands. I know that I have so little power to change the outcome of these events and I trust that you will work what is pleasing to you, and best for me, out of these situations. Forgive me for my anxious thoughts and for letting my own worry become an idol that robs you of my full trust. Strengthen and empower me to trust you more by the power and presence of your Spirit. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen

 

[Cheryl "The Earthly Angel"]

Holy God and loving Father, I consciously place my fears, worries, anxieties, and burdens in your hands. I know that I have so little power to change the outcome of these events and I trust that you will work what is pleasing to you, and best for me, out of these situations. Forgive me for my anxious thoughts and for letting my own worry become an idol that robs you of my full trust. Strengthen and empower me to trust you more by the power and presence of your Spirit. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen

 

[Sunitha sunil]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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