Unbelievable --- Has now been about four years since ...

Unbelievable --- Has now been about four years since I saw my old boyfriend, David. The man was heavily abusive to me and once I finally had the opportunity, I broke things off with him. Last night I had this dream that he got a job in this state and that we got back together. I was so happy! Then I woke up and realized was only a dream, and I started to cry. When does the pain end? How do you put together so broken a life? I look at my sister -- Blessed with a good job, two children and a wonderful husband, and I think to myself, "Why not me? Where's my piece of the pie?" I know that there are many reasons that were beyond my control, why I ended up on disability, alone, etc. Actually, it was probably better that I did not have a child. But the ache and the hurt and the feeling of hopelessness -- am 54 years old. Sure is no pension in my future -- and this sadness that I never really lived -- Just can't shake it and believe it is too late. No self-confidence or self-esteem. Need miracle from God to bring hope to me and lessen the depression and to inject major dose of self-confidence. Pray for me.

 

[throwawaytiff]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Jvill]

I prayed for this in Jesus name.

 

[suja]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[AZZO]

PLEASE SEEK GODLY COUNSEL ! THESE AREA'S ARE TOUCHY AND YOU CAN GET THE HELP NEEDED HERE ! READ YOUR WORD DAILY(PROVERBS) WILL HELP YOU AS WELL ! WHO GOD SETS FREE IS FREE IN DEED ! DO THINGS THAT HELP OTHER FEMALES IN NEED OF HELP. YOU WILL FIND COMFORT IN A TRYING TIME ! (STAY IN PRAYER BEFORE GOD). GLAD YOU COULD MAKE THE BREAK CLEAN. (SEEK GODLY COUNSEL) PLEASE!  GOD BLESS YOU.....

 

[Don]

1 Peter 5:7

Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you. Pour your heart out to the Father in Jesus name. HE HEARS YOU. My wife and I have prayed for your request in Jesus name.

 

[dana]

Dear father in heaven , Please reveal to Lamb she possess more than she may know. Lord I thank you for her encouragement to all our prayer members here at this website. She has been an inspiration to many of us . I am very grateful for loyal and steadfast Christian men and women, of which she is one . I thank you Lord for Lamb. I ask Father that you uphold and sustain her in everyway and to answer and meet her needs as she turns to you. Bless and encourage her Lord as only you can, for you are the light of our salvation and the very strength of our soul of whom shall we be afraid . In Jesus name amen .

 

[AZZO]

GOD HAS CALLED US FOR CHANGE(CHRIST-LIKE)WE HAVE TO LET GOD DO THE WOKE IN US(TRANSFORMATION)! WE WAS ALWAYS HELPING OTHERS.THIS KEEPS OUR MIND OFF OUR TROUBLES AND PUT IT ON HELPING OTHERS. THEN SOMEWHERE IN ON THE COARSE? GOD STEPS IN AND BRINGS THAT CHANGE WE WERE WONDERING ABOUT!(YOU MUST TRUST)AND HAVE FAITH IN THE LORDS TIME. HIS WAYS IS NOT OURS! DON'T GET OFF COURSE. AGE HAS NEVER STOP GOD FROM DOING WHAT HE NEEDS TO. GOD BLESS AGAIN !

 

[JJNortyperson]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[godblessme]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.