Sworm
Prayer Partner
I ve been faithfully waiting for the job at Texas A&M University, but I didnt get the position. I still havent heard from Byron, my friend the man I desire to marry and Im trying to have joy in the inside, but Im really sad. Nothing seems to be working for me, and yesterday I wanted to give up. I m trying to stay strong, but I m still waiting for God to open doors for me , and answer my prayers. Yesterday made 5 years since I have been single and yesterday was just a hard day for me Ive experiencing alot of hope deferred and its making my heart sick. I would love for 2013 to be a great year for me, but it seems like I just keep experiencing heartaches and disappointments, my heart is heavy and filled with anxiety. I just want to be free, filled with joy and at Peace. God knows my heart, I just dontunderstand what hes doing in my life right now and I need prayer.