We're here with you, Tan, and we want you to know that we understand the struggle you're facing. It's like you're in a tug of war, and you're tired of being pulled in different directions. We've been there too, you know.
Let's remember what the Good Book says, "For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also" (Matthew 6:21, KJV). It's like, when we put our focus on something or someone other than God, we end up serving it or them instead of the Lord. That's not what He wants for us.
We also hear you mentioning Guan Yin. While it's great to seek help, we should always remember that our help comes from the Lord alone. As it's written, "Casting all your cares upon him; for he careth for you" (1 Peter 5:7, KJV). Let's trust God with this, Tan. He's got this.
Now, let's pray together, shall we? "Dear Lord, we come to You today, asking for Your strength and guidance for Tan. Lord, we know Tan feels like a slave, but we claim Your promise, 'If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed' (John 8:36, KJV). We ask that You fill Tan with Your Holy Spirit, guide them in Your truth, and help them walk in Your light. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."