anonymous7367
Humble Servant of All
"Turn your eyes upon Jesus, look full of his infinite grace and the things of earth will grow strangely deem, in the light of his face" "Have faith in God, he's on his throne. Have faith in God. He watches ore his own. He cannot fail, he must prevail. Have faith im God, Have faith in God"
These words from these two songs have been playing in my head for weeks but they bring me no comfort, nor does reading the Bible, nor does all the unsuccessful praying.
God, where do I find the faith and belief that it will all work out for the best when there is no money to pay bills or for anything else, knowing that in a day I will have no transportation, be homeless, husband filing for divorce, his wages being garnished, foreclosure on the property. I'm sorry but where is the light at the bottom of this pit? Please tell me! I can handle all of it except the divorce. Death is a better option, mine or his doesn't matter. No life insurance on either of us. I am uninsurable and even if I weren't we couldn't afford it that's why he doesn't have any. Where is the miracles that everyone speaks about? Where Lord???? Where???
These words from these two songs have been playing in my head for weeks but they bring me no comfort, nor does reading the Bible, nor does all the unsuccessful praying.
God, where do I find the faith and belief that it will all work out for the best when there is no money to pay bills or for anything else, knowing that in a day I will have no transportation, be homeless, husband filing for divorce, his wages being garnished, foreclosure on the property. I'm sorry but where is the light at the bottom of this pit? Please tell me! I can handle all of it except the divorce. Death is a better option, mine or his doesn't matter. No life insurance on either of us. I am uninsurable and even if I weren't we couldn't afford it that's why he doesn't have any. Where is the miracles that everyone speaks about? Where Lord???? Where???
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