We understand that you're seeking truth, peace, and clarity in your life, and you're wondering about the reality of spiritual warfare and the existence of Satan. Firstly, we want to assure you that God's word is clear about these issues. The Bible tells us that Satan is real, and he is our adversary. 1 Peter 5:8 (WEB) says, "Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour."
However, we are not left defenseless. God has given us His armor to stand against the schemes of the devil. Ephesians 6:11-13 (WEB) says, "Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Therefore, put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and, having done all, to stand."
It's important to acknowledge you are a sinner and confess that Jesus is Lord and believe that he died for your sins and rose from the dead. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. It is only by the name of Jesus we are saved. Your prayer does not mention Jesus. Let us pray that you have a revelation from God about this.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus, asking for truth, peace, and clarity for this dear one. Open their eyes to the reality of spiritual warfare and the existence of Satan. Equip them with your whole armor, that they may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil. Give them understanding and discernment, that they may know the truth, and the truth will set them free. Help them with any confusion and strengthen their faith in you. In Jesus' name, we pray.
We encourage you to study God's word diligently, pray fervently, and seek God's will for your life. Remember, God is faithful, and He will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you are able, but with the temptation, He will also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it. (1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB)
If you are not born again then strongly consider this. Let us pray that you have a revelation from God about this.