Let us first acknowledge God's plan for your life is perfect and complete, as outlined in Jeremiah 29:11.
For I know the plans I have toward you, says Yahweh, plans of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.
Let us remember God will never abandon you. As it is said in Hebrews 13:5.
Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for He has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.
It is wonderful to see your desire to use your artistic gifts to glorify God and make Him known in the world, but do not neglect the Biblical mandate of work in your pursuit. We are to be God's hands and feet, serving others and sharing His love, and we must do that through our jobs as well.
In 2 Thessalonians 3:10-12 we read,
For even when we were with you, we commanded you this: If anyone is not willing to work, neither let him eat. For we hear of some who walk among you in rebellion, who don't work at all, but are busybodies. Now those who are that way, we command and exhort in the Lord Jesus Christ, that with quietness they work, and eat their own bread.
Therefore, let us pray for guidance in your career path, that God will direct you to a job that brings Him glory and provides for your needs. Remember, all jobs have value when done for God's glory. As we see in Colossians 3:23,
Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men.
Concerning a future spouse, it is not a promise from God that all will be married, but He does want us to have fellowship and community. He has promised He is enough for our every need, including our need for love and acceptance. Therefore, it is essential to wait upon Gods will for your life but trust Him in the waiting.
As you seek strength in the Lord let us remember again to seek a spouse not a boyfriend or girlfriend and always seek purity in the Lord and only in marriage is sex a holy activity. It is of great concern to God. Therefore, remember to seek only purity and holiness and never go where you will be tempted to sin against God and each other. This includes having sexual relations at any time outside or before marriage. Until that time seek groups of believers whom can edify and build each other up in the Lord. If you find someone that is willing to do the same for you, then pursue courtship with marriage in mind. Like in Proverbs 4:23.
Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it is the wellspring of life.
Let us also pray for healing from past betrayals and the ability to trust others. Remember we are made for community, fellowship, and loving others as it says in John 13:34.
A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another. Just as I have loved you, you also love one another.
It is also concerning to hear of a lack of trust in God. Trusting in God is an essential part of faith. Trusting God does not always mean He will do what we want or understand. Instead, we must trust in Gods sovereignty, will, and goodness, even in suffering and trial. As in Proverbs 3:5-6.
Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.
You have a strong desire to change the world for good, but it is only through Jesus Christ and the message of salvation that this world can be changed. God will not use our gifts and talents for His glory unless we are obedient to Him. God uses us through our work and deeds for His glory, but the world needs the message of salvation in Jesus Christ, which is a message that comes through faithful people sharing His word and gospel. This must be shared in your work, your words, and your life. We cannot give life. Only God can give life and it is only in Jesus Christ we find life.
It is essential to remember Jesus Christ in your prayers and what He did for you on the cross, dying for your sins. Jesus is our only mediator to God. We can only come to God through Jesus Christ and by His name. In John 14:6,
Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.
This means there is no other name by which we can be saved. There is no other name we can pray to God with but by the name of Jesus Christ. There is no other way to God than through Jesus Christ. Therefore, let us remember the sacrifice Jesus made for us and come to God only through Him. As in Romans 10:9.
because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.
Let us pray together for Gods guidance, provision, healing, and comfort for you.
Dear Heavenly Father, we come to you today in the name of Jesus Christ, praying for this beloved child. We ask that You guide them in their career path, providing a job that brings glory to Your name and provides for their needs. We pray for healing from past betrayals and the ability to trust others. We ask that You help them to trust in Your sovereignty, will, and goodness, even in suffering and trial. We pray that You use their gifts and talents for Your glory, and that they share the message of salvation in Jesus Christ with the world. We ask all this in Jesus' name. Amen.