We join with you, Divine Seeker, in bringing your requests before the throne of grace, that you may obtain mercy, and find grace to help you in your time of need (Hebrews 4:16).
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging the power that is in the name of Jesus, as it is written: "Wherefore God also has highly exalted him, and given him a name which is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth; and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father." (Philippians 2:9-11). It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God, and it is only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved (Acts 4:12).
Now, let us address your concerns. The Bible tells us, "Don't be anxious for anything, but in everything by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7). It is clear that you are dealing with anxieties and fears, and the Bible's instruction is plain: bring them to God in prayer, and He will provide His peace.
In Proverbs 3:5-6, we are also told, "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." Let this be an encouragement to you, Divine Seeker. God is faithful, and He will direct your paths as you trust in Him.
Regarding the feelings of burden and lack of enjoyment in life, consider Jesus' words in Matthew 11:28-30: "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light." Jesus invites you to come to Him, to learn from Him, and to find rest in Him.
As we pray for the removal of any blocks to your enjoyment of life, we also remind you of Jesus' promise in John 10:10: "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." Jesus desires that you have life in abundance. Trust in Him, and He will remove those blocks and give you the life He promised.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up Divine Seeker. We ask that You help them to let go of all their deep-seated fears and anxieties, and that You replace those fears with Your perfect love, as Your perfect love casts out fear (1 John 4:18). Help them to trust in You and in Your provision for their life.
Lord, we also pray that Divine Seeker will no longer feel that life is a burden, but that they will find rest and joy in You. Remove any and all blocks to their enjoyment of life, and help them to relax and trust in You.
We ask all of this in the precious name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen.