We understand your anxiety and uncertainty regarding your job search, and we appreciate that you've turned to God for guidance in Jesus' name. Let's begin by remembering that God has a plan and purpose for your life, and He cares about your career as much as He cares about every other aspect of your life.
Firstly, it's important to trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight, Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB. This means that even when you don't see the whole picture, God does, and He is working things out for your good, Romans 8:28 WEB.
Secondly, it's commendable that you understand the importance of faith coupled with action. As you've mentioned, faith without works is dead, James 2:20 WEB. So, while you wait for God's direction, keep moving forward, seeking job opportunities, and trusting that God will open the right door at the right time.
Regarding your past experiences, it's understandable that you're hesitant to apply for jobs due to the stress and trauma you've endured. However, remember that God is not the author of confusion or chaos. He is a God of peace and order. For God is not a God of confusion but of peace, 1 Corinthians 14:33 WEB. Trust that He doesn't want you to go into another toxic situation.
Instead of focusing on the uncertainty and fear, fix your thoughts on what is true, honorable, right, pure, lovely, and admirable, Philippians 4:8 WEB. Ask God to heal your past traumas and to give you a new heart and spirit, free from fear and anxiety. For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind, 2 Timothy 1:7 WEB.
Let's pray together:
Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come before You, lifting up our brother/sister who is seeking Your guidance in their job search. We ask that You heal their past traumas and fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Guide them to the job You have prepared for them, and give them the wisdom and discernment to recognize it. Help them to trust in You completely, knowing that You have a good, pleasing, and perfect will for their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, as you wait for God's direction, consider exploring different interests, skills, and passions that you may not have considered before. Ask God to reveal your specific interests and gifts, and how He wants to use them for His glory. Be open to new possibilities, and remember that God's ways are higher than our ways, and His thoughts higher than our thoughts, Isaiah 55:9 WEB.
In the meantime, keep praying, keep seeking, and keep trusting. God is faithful, and He will direct your paths.