rbn6524
Prayer Warrior
Today I want to thank god for blessing me with 2 beautiful children and thank god for my brother who calms me in the face of the storm that I am facing. I thank and am grateful to all those who pray for me and have taught me a lot about god, I was not raised religious but I would like to seek out and be more spiritual and just understand the world a little better the one here and the one that is waiting for us. I am thankful to all of you on this forum that offer wisdom and encouragement, may God bless you all and look over you. I also pray those on here seeking answers and help have their prayers heard, or at least can have some peace in their lives and a restful night of sleep to continue to fight their battles another day. I pray my children's father returns to them and gets his life together for them, but if he does not, which I hate to say I am skeptical of that happening, may I be able to give them all the happiness they need and I am able to teach them right from wrong, and help guide them to a life of living on a straight path, teaching them no one is perfect but if you do the right thing and look out and take care of others, that's all that is important, as well as learning from your mistakes and being held accountable to them, and being genuinely sorry and seeking forgiveness when needed. I just pray that I can also just get some peace. What that looks like I don't know but I just want some peace in my life. And I pray my ex husband sees the error in his ways and seeks forgiveness from all those, not just myself, but those that he has wronged in the situation he created and sees the error of his ways before it is too late. I am skeptical of that too, but I hope God helps him and his grandfather who is in heaven looking over him, I know his grandfather would not want this for him or his grandchildren, and he would want him to be a better man and live a better life than the one he is living. God I know I ask for a lot, it is just my life has been turned upside down and so much is just not settled and I just want it to get better or at least manageable. I hope you hear me some day and help lead me to the answers I seek. Thank you.