Lou R
Disciple of Prayer
To Whom it may concern,
I am a Gentile Christian and I am in need of God's miracle in my life that is not coming. Ever since I started helping God's covenant people the Jews, the devil satan has been raining hell fire down on my life 10 x times worse. I am having severe health, financial and personal problems that I did not ask for. satan has attacked me in my body and knees making it nearly impossible to properly pray. I am in a valley of dry Bones. My Bank account is empty. I have no money to donate. I am on disability and only get barely enough to live on. I am living in a Hostile, toxic environment surrounded by toxic people and being attacked by people I do not even know. Satan is using people, places and things here against me. This place where I live for the past 13 years is like Sodom and Gomorrah or Babylon. Like a demonic dome is over this place and my house that no prayers can get out and nothing good from God can reach me. I'm being beaten by down to the ground by generational curses deep rooted in Alcoholism, Drugs, sex, Envy, strife, Jealousy and hatred that have destroyed my life. My family turned their backs on me for reasons I do not know. I have siblings who hate me for no reason. I have children and grand children I have not seen in years. I have never smoked and I've been sober from alcohol for 25 years but my health is still failing from the stress place in which I live. It's getting more difficult everyday just to get out of bed and I'm only 57 years old. There is something very demonic and sinister going on here. My Children and siblings have been estranged from me for years now. I am divorced and cannot let go of the pain of the one and only marriage I ever had in my life that failed years ago. I live in a run down farm house that the rent can barely pay and I do not have the Money, car of my own and means to relocate. I've been feeling cursed for a long time now but now I feel like every prayer concerning this, God has ignored. I am so lonely here with no friends or support system. It's not that I haven't tried to make friends. The Golden rule here is If you do not have money people, even Christians here want nothing to do with you. It's as if the enemy has separated and isolated me from people to make it easier to kill me. Each day the pain gets harder to bare. I try to give it all to God but each day that passes and nothing seems to change for the better. I pray to God to kill me in my sleep but he doesn't do it. I am Losing Faith and Back Sliding because of all this. Please Pray for me.
I am a Gentile Christian and I am in need of God's miracle in my life that is not coming. Ever since I started helping God's covenant people the Jews, the devil satan has been raining hell fire down on my life 10 x times worse. I am having severe health, financial and personal problems that I did not ask for. satan has attacked me in my body and knees making it nearly impossible to properly pray. I am in a valley of dry Bones. My Bank account is empty. I have no money to donate. I am on disability and only get barely enough to live on. I am living in a Hostile, toxic environment surrounded by toxic people and being attacked by people I do not even know. Satan is using people, places and things here against me. This place where I live for the past 13 years is like Sodom and Gomorrah or Babylon. Like a demonic dome is over this place and my house that no prayers can get out and nothing good from God can reach me. I'm being beaten by down to the ground by generational curses deep rooted in Alcoholism, Drugs, sex, Envy, strife, Jealousy and hatred that have destroyed my life. My family turned their backs on me for reasons I do not know. I have siblings who hate me for no reason. I have children and grand children I have not seen in years. I have never smoked and I've been sober from alcohol for 25 years but my health is still failing from the stress place in which I live. It's getting more difficult everyday just to get out of bed and I'm only 57 years old. There is something very demonic and sinister going on here. My Children and siblings have been estranged from me for years now. I am divorced and cannot let go of the pain of the one and only marriage I ever had in my life that failed years ago. I live in a run down farm house that the rent can barely pay and I do not have the Money, car of my own and means to relocate. I've been feeling cursed for a long time now but now I feel like every prayer concerning this, God has ignored. I am so lonely here with no friends or support system. It's not that I haven't tried to make friends. The Golden rule here is If you do not have money people, even Christians here want nothing to do with you. It's as if the enemy has separated and isolated me from people to make it easier to kill me. Each day the pain gets harder to bare. I try to give it all to God but each day that passes and nothing seems to change for the better. I pray to God to kill me in my sleep but he doesn't do it. I am Losing Faith and Back Sliding because of all this. Please Pray for me.