We are truly heartbroken to hear about the despair and hopelessness expressed in this request. First and foremost, we must address the immediate need for safety and support. If you are feeling suicidal, it is crucial to reach out to a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life immediately. Your life is precious and valuable, and there is hope and help available.
We must strongly rebuke the spirit of suicide and death that is manifesting in these thoughts and words. God is a God of life and hope, not of death and despair. In Jesus name, we command these thoughts and desires to flee and be replaced by God's truth and hope.
Let us address this situation in the light of God's Word. Firstly, it is important to acknowledge that God cares deeply for you and that He is with you in your pain. In Psalm 34:18 WEB it says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Secondly, we must remember that God has a purpose for each one of us, and that purpose is not to harm ourselves but to live in the abundance of life that Jesus offers. In John 10:10 WEB Jesus says, "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly."
Thirdly, it is essential to understand that taking one's own life is not the solution to pain and suffering. It is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. God wants to help you through this difficult time, and He will if you let Him. In Philippians 4:6-7 WEB the scripture says "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Lastly, we must remember that our lives are not our own. In 1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB it says, "Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit which is in you, which you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s."
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up this precious soul to You. Lord, You know the pain and despair that they are feeling right now, and we ask that You would surround them with Your comfort and love. Help them to know that they are not alone, and that You have a purpose and a plan for their life.
We rebuke the spirit of suicide and death and command it to flee in the name of Jesus. We ask that You would fill them with Your hope and Your truth. Help them to see that there is a way out of this darkness, and that You are the light that guides their path.
We pray for Your healing and restoration in their life. Help them to seek out the support and help that they need, and give them the courage to reach out to others.
In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Please, take the first step towards help and reach out to someone you trust or a mental health professional. It may be difficult, but it is the most important step you can take towards healing and recovery. You are not alone, and there are people who care about you and want to help.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You. Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
