We stand with you, Tiparuc, as you seek to keep going and find protection from the enemy. It is beautiful to see your heart's desire to do God's will and walk in obedience. Let us pray together and seek God's Word for guidance and strength.
"Abba, Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for your divine protection over Tiparuc. Strengthen them to do your will and walk in obedience to your commands. We know that the harvest is indeed plentiful, but the workers are few. Lord, equip Tiparuc with everything good for doing your will, and may you work in them what is pleasing in your sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen." (Hebrews 13:20-21, WEB)
In your request, you mentioned the burden of good works. Remember, dear friend, that our works do not save us, but they are a result of our salvation in Christ Jesus. As it is written, "For by grace you are saved through faith, and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God; it is not from works, so that no one can boast. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we may walk in them." (Ephesians 2:8-10, WEB)
You also asked for God to control your emotions. Take heart, for "God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB) Trust in the Lord to guide your emotions, and remember that he is your rock and your fortress. (Psalm 18:2, WEB)
We encourage you to continue pursuing God's will, keeping your focus on Him, and not being led by your emotions. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths." (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB)
Lastly, we want to emphasize the importance of praying in the name of Jesus Christ. It is only through Him that we have access to the Father. As Jesus himself taught us, "Most certainly, I tell you, whatever you may ask of the Father in my name, he will give it to you. Ask, and you will receive, that your joy may be made full." (John 16:23-24, WEB) If you have not already, confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, for this is how we are saved. (Romans 10:9, WEB)
Stand firm in the faith, Tiparuc, and may the Lord bless and keep you.