Taenwethen
Disciple of Prayer
I am never a selfish person in my life. I give my time, efforts, and money in every circumstance I possibly can. But today I pray for help for my mental wellbeing and health and my partner's. I really pray for help and support for him in difficult times. He shuts me out when he's stressed and doesn't want to see and barely speak to me when he's stressed, and I try to be the best partner possible by giving my love and support, but we all get tired sometimes and we want them back when you're finding it hard to deal with the stress. His daughter has serious mental health issues, and he could lose everything because his daughter is living with him. He wants to tell her to go but can't because it's his daughter, and he cares, but she doesn't look at him as family, which I feel so bad for and makes me upset. I'm not allowed there when the daughter is there too because she doesn't agree with me, which is totally understandable. But no, I have to be hidden; I can only be there between 9-4 while she's at work. This man would do anything for his daughter, bear in mind. But she will not appreciate it. I know I'm rambling on, but I have no one else to go to because everyone around me is starting to be fed up with talking about it. I know most women would not stay in this situation, I know that. But when you meet someone who is charming, generous, kind-hearted, and just amazing, what do you do? I really pray for him to be okay and sort his head out so he can talk to me again. I pray for his daughter who is clearly really struggling in this world, and I hope her mum will accept her in this situation because the people she needs most right now are a mother and feminine support, as well as her dad. I hope my partner gets some peace and time to sit down and heal himself and his body that he's destroying due to family stresses. I really hope that me and him can communicate for the better. I pray for all of them and me. Please support me and show me some love and kindness because no matter how much I pass it in the world, I really struggle to get anything back unless I shut myself in a room. I just need an actual hug.